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HELLO ALIENS .
Thursday, November 19, 2009 / 1:08 PM

dead i tell you . ._.
MY DESKTOP DIED ON MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .

which means , updates will drop drastically ,
until i can transfer ALLLLLLL my stuff to my lappie , 
which im using to blog right now .
All th pictures etc are there anyway . O:

have been real busy i tell you .
so , just a quick update .

Monday : 16 Nov .
Supposed to go for chinese tuition .
rained cats and dogs , thank goodness .
went for Nuffnang movie screening of A CHRISTMAS CAROL .
i won th tickets . ;DDDDD
and i brought Clauson along . O:
he was apparently late cause his classes ended late .

Tuesday : 17 Nov .
I overslept . -.-
met J for tau huey .
TASTY TTM .
went for chinese tuition .
homed .

Wednesday : 18 Nov .
Chinese tuition , again .
got slightly wet from th rain , 
luckily i got bring hoodie .
homed after that .

Thursday / Today .
I woke up at 12 plus .
AGAIN .
such a pig man . ._.
even C and J both say i pig .
tsk tsk .
Gonna clear up some of my textbooks ,
maybe throw some and give some to juniors .
Heading out to watch J's match later .
TIME TIME TIME .
roar . 
i should have slept earlier and woke up earlier .
._.

and , im going to watch 2012 tomorrow !
wonder if th seats will be taken up . O:
and my parents were supposed to bring me to watch My Girlfriend's an Agent !
i stayed home to watch my teevo ,
AND THEY GO OUT DATING INSTEAD .
go watch movie never bring me .
but then i also dont want to be lamppost . :DD

okay okay okay .
i got to goooooooooooo .
and lets hope it doesnt rain ,
cause im hearing thunder .

will update soon , i promise !
and btw , screw whatever that happened over th week .
im not going to curse and swear or whatever over it .
its better for my health if i think happy , no ?

(L) .


Truth .
Friday, November 13, 2009 / 9:42 PM

Sticks and stones may break my bones
but words can also hurt me .
Stones and sticks break only skin ,
while words are ghosts that haunt me .

Slant and curved th word-swords fall
to pierce and stick inside me .
Bats and bricks may ache through bones ,
but words can mortify me .

Pain from words has left its scar
on mind and heart that's tender .
Cuts and bruises now have healed ;
it's words that i remember .

Barrie Wade



Even if sorry is said ,
what done is alr done .
Words cannot be retracted ,
and th scars stay on forever .
No one knows whats th consequences are ,
always until it is too late .

This thus comes in th fact about
' I rather hurt you now than to hurt you later . '

(L) .


OH LOOK WHAT I FOUND .
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 / 8:57 PM

look what dear kelly posted on that particular photo .

im going to do some space adjustments for easier reading .

I'm sticking my head in here because seriously I know like at least 1/3 of you and Char's my best friend.
Ignore the fact that I was just FB-surfing and clicked on the gigantuan number of comments Charlene made on one single little photo.
Now, before we start on my happy comment, let me point out something - have you guys ever studied English properly?
The amount of proper English (or lack thereof) is simply astounding.
Okay, ignoring typos - maybe sometimes,
you think too fast and your fingers just cannot keep up with your brain and you make spelling errors.
We'll let that slide.
But really, your punctuation.


Okay moving on~ ♥
To put it frankly, I find your idea of a 'exclusive' clique just plain stupid.
What do you dear people define as exclusive?
Is it like those girls who go oh we're friends and we don't need anyone else yeah~
or something like that?
I'm pretty convinced that these is the case.
8AM can only hold 8 people? Not 9?
Just because the name of your lovely clique starts with an eight, not a nine?
So if you call it 9AM, there's space for nine?
Someone, please, enlighten me on this.
I'm afraid that my brain functions much slower than you people and I simply cannot grasp the logic.
Vienna, you asked what is the drawing trying to prove,
what kind of evidence it shows.
Well, I'll tell you - it's plain proof.
Cold, hard evidence of you excluding Charlene Kiew.
Not leaving her out? No, no? I mean, really you aren't?
Seriously.
Then, you go on and tell her that she "just doesn't get it".
Excuse me while I laugh directly in your face.
Yes, Vienna, we are a bunch of three-year-olds who stare at you with uncomprehending and drool-crusted faces.
Even in the case that she does not get it,
have you ever tried to explain?
(Not including the, for the lack of a better word,
shitty attempts at dodging what she poses as a question)
No, you just leave her to hover over crystal balls in a gypsy tent.
Nichole, Rachel, you people stated that because it's already the end of the year,
"why should we [Charlene] bring this up"?
I'll tell you why.

Because, unlike that sparkly world with rainbows and butterflies that you live in,
we live in a world where friendships do not automatically end at the end of the year.
In our world where it's not always full of sunshine and rainbows and butterflies with swaying willow trees,
friendships can last longer than the winter solstice.

Rachel, you indirectly stated that Charlene was hypocritical about the explanations part.
Now, what about you?
You said that the three (Nichole, Vienna, you) of you wanted to explain to her but really,
I just cannot spot even a speck of this explanation.
If you really did explain, and by some grave mistake I missed that little comment,
do not hesitate to point the way out for my unseeing eyes.
Actually, before you start screaming at me that I'm being very critical
(or maybe even flaming! Le gasp!)
with you guys, hear this - yes, I really do have a bone to pick with you.
In fact, quite a few. Maybe the thigh bones and femurs, for instance.
Going back to where I left off.

Rachel, if I have to pick, I would say that you really are the most hypocritical of the entire bunch.
You say that 8AM "became" an exclusive clique,
but it was "not really" an exclusive clique at first?
So that means that it was partially (but not really) exclusive but then suddenly firecrackers lit up and BOOM you became exclusive,
like a spur in the moment action?
And also. You stated, in your lovely chatspeak,
that there was "only 8ppl in it, it was never 9ppl".
So why did you lead Charlene on,
pretending that oh hey there you're a part of our lovely clique with rainbows and butteflies
but actually we're just saying this on our lips and you never existed?
Is that what you were aiming for? Help me out here.
I'm terribly confused.

You even have the nerve to ask in your horribly decapitated English whether
"you [Charlene]get it now? i'm sorry."
Yeah right, you're sorry.
Excuse me for a moment while I laugh my head off in some lovely corner in my lovely house.
I'll say this now: How lovely of you to apologise to her!
You're such a sensible, lovely girl who has the courage to apologise for her wrongdoings! ♥
Of course, it is up to you whether or not you believe my compliment.
But surely you do, right?
I'll be so utterly heartbroken if you did not.
In fact, I'll go cry in some lonely corner with sad whitewashed walls and spotted red mushrooms magically sprouting out of thin air.


Nicole~ ♥ Surely you do remember me.
It's hard not to?
The spiker with knee injuries? :D
For a period of time (rather long, I might add)
your classmate in St Nicholas? Yeah, that Kelly.
Oh, I must add - Nicole, you contridacted Rachel!
:D You wrote "were we even explaining anything?"
when Rachel was all angelic and stating that you people wanted to explain.
Excuse me again so that I can laugh my head off at your combined stupidity.
You stated that "there's always next year to form 8AM or a new 9-member clique or something".
This further proves that in your sparkly, glittery, neon-coloured world with rainbows and butterflies,
once the countdown ball at the end of the year hits 'zero',
your friendship literally goes up in smoke! Yay!


If this issue really started before EOYs
(which, if I may remind you, was eons ago),
why didn't you people approach Charlene and talk it over with her?
Please insert my comment about hovering over a gypsy ball just about right here.
Yes, here.
In fact, I should just copy and paste your lovely comment here.
"Char, don't take it to heart lah.actually we all love you,we really do okay.
it's just that sometimes the decisions were not based individually,
but as a group.

but even so, i hope this doesn't affect you too much."
Oh I really can sense the abundance of love and peace and care here!
And, if you allow me to quote an old Disney song,
can you feel the love tonight~~~~ ♥♥♥

Let me ask you a question - who makes up the group?
The individuals.
So who makes the decisions?
The group.

Who, are the individuals.
Ignorance of the English Language is no defence!
And as a parting note,
"i hope this doesn't affect you too much",

please allow me to use chatspeak with a tinge of lolspeak of the Japanese-fandom-dialect here.
LOOOOOOLWHUT WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT LIEK TIS IS TTLY SRS BZNS MAN!
SRRRRRRRS BZNS DESU.

And a random quote from the dear Rachel - "yes i know you are feeling horrible now,
but we told you the truth alre."
NO RACHEL OF COURSE SHE IS FEELING ALL SPARKLY AND HAPPY AND JOYFUL AND SINGING RANDOM OMG PRAISE THE WORLD SONGS BECAUSE YOU SAY SORRY.
AM I RIGHT OR AM I RIGHT?

I'm going to end off here with just a few more words,
of which some will come as a direct quote from Charlene.
She has summed my lovely comment here into just two words - fuck dishonesty.
Yes, really.
Fuck your dishonesty.
And while I'm at it,
fuck your hypocritical we're-so-sorry-but-it-has-to-be-this-way comments and oh-so-touching consolations which are obviously utterly fake.
Fuck them all.

Delete this if you want, because to be honest I don't give a damn.
Or maybe you could use this as a case study in writing basic English. ♥


OMGWTFHNOWAY .
its long enough to be a compo .
and kelly only did this cause she was pissed at th 8 people in 8AM .
or apparently , Nicole , Rachel and Vienna .

if they deleted this , i dont care .
for those who dont understand this at all , refer to this .
if you cant access it than it not my fault okay . (:

two little simple words ,
FUCK DISHONESTY .

(L) .


BAH ! humbug .
/ 10:15 AM

have you guys heard about th movie A Christmas Carol ?
its th one with Ebenezer Scrooge . O:

never heard of it ?
watch th trailer right here !



Jim Carrey plays FOUR characters in this movie , can you guess who ?
it is :
- Ebenezer Scrooge ,
- Ghost of Christmas Past ,
- Ghost of Christmas Present ,
- Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come .

so many right !
apparently , Scrooge and th 3 ghost of christmas have Jim Carrey's face !

here's th sypnosis of th movie . ;D

Disney’s A Christmas Carol, the classic Dickens’ tale, is re-envisioned by Academy Award®-winning filmmaker Robert Zemeckis in a groundbreaking 3-D motion picture event starring JIM CARREY, GARY OLDMAN, BOB HOSKINS and ROBIN WRIGHT PENN.

Ebenezer Scrooge (JIM CARREY) begins the Christmas holiday with his usual miserly contempt, barking at his faithful clerk (GARY OLDMAN) and his cheery nephew (COLIN FIRTH). But when the ghosts of Christmas Past, Present and Yet to Come take him on an eye-opening journey revealing truths Old Scrooge is reluctant to face, he must open his heart to undo years of ill will before it’s too late.

I apparently was playing th online game for like 15 mins before i realised i was halfway through this .
visit th official site !

cant wait for christmas man .


A Christmas Carol opens in Singapore cinemas 19 November 2009 !


hello and goodbye .
Monday, November 9, 2009 / 6:21 PM

OMGWTFHNOWAY .

i havent updated in 190285601048753729010 days .

anyways ,

im done with my drum major course at CCAB ,
THANK YOU ALWIN FOR TURNING UP FOR MY PASSING OUT PARADE .
my ex band major if you dint know .

i went for Huixian's CLASS BBQ on saturday night ,
apparently pretty fun and crazed .
piggyback race with Jane . O:

Caleb's first birthday celebration .
Stayed over till today , I JUST GOT HOME .
cause my phone batt died , someone got pretty pissed with me .
not my fault eh . chill .
and when i on my phone right , my messages start pouring in .

1 from Jamal ,
3 from YS ,
2 from Clauson ,
2 from Jas ,
2 from SC ,
and 1 from Jeremy .

so many luh , my phone keep on vibrating .
im mad tired partially cause i played mahjong till 4am last night .
and im going to take a nap now ,
GOODNIGHT .

and i promise to upload overdue photos real soon !

(L) .


ROAAAAAR .
Sunday, November 1, 2009 / 6:06 PM

blogger is very very screwed .

got to th new post page after like 10 mins . O:
AND I NEED TO FIX SOME HTML ERRORS .

tmd .

will try to rectify all problems asap . :D

(L) .


HELLO , i hate mixed emotions .
Thursday, October 29, 2009 / 1:29 PM

zomgwtfhnoway .
im dying to hear th music playing .
BUT I NEVER BRING MY EARPIECES .
and someone said she dont have even tho she OBVIOUSLY have .
she was using it just now you know .


IM LIKE IN TH COMP LAB DOING MY NYAA .

and i suck at it .
im freaking hungry and i cant go down to eat .
and im mighty pissed .

you people think its all my fault .
take a look at how you guys are treating me before you comment .
firstly , we're called 8AM but we have 9 people .
you guys forever outcast me ,
and when i finally decide to say something about it it ends up as my fault .
in th morning , i have duty .
not near you guys , dont talk , expected .
in class , you guys ignore me .
some make small conversations , i thank you for that .
During PE , when they say split into groups ,
im th one being thrown into another group .
as th PE rep , i dont mind .
precisely because im th rep , im th last to join a group .
yesterday , at NEwater ,
DID YOU EVEN REALISE THE MEANING BEHIND WHAT YOU SAID ?
you wanted to take a picture of th whole 8AM together ,
and you said ' come all 8 of us take picture together . '
after you realised you said that in front of me then you ask me join you guys and take .

i snapped at you , that was my fault .
but you dint even care about my feelings when you said that did you ?
even Nicole tried to help you by saying you dint see me today .
i am not air okay , neither am i invisible .

Winnie has been asking me if im okay ,
thank you , BUT IM NOT .
which part of me looks okay to you ?

when i display my unhappiness , some dont care , some asked if im okay and someone gave me that face . -.-
when we were at NEwater , did any of you actually bother to ask if im okay ?
apart from Rachel , YY and Winnie .
th rest of you dint care at all .
not a single bit .
you guys dint even realise then i was alr unhappy and uncomfortable .

every single recess , im th one without a seat .
if any of you cared , we would be sitting at th long table instead of th round table .
i dont want to fight with anyone for a seat , you people dont need me anyway .
so i ended up sitting with Derine , KY and Jas .
instead of asking me to join you guys , you guys continued chatting happily away without caring ,
thinking is that i wanted to join them very very very much .

you guys didnt want me there what .
i just made your lives easier by disappearing .

Nicole asked me along to go to Sentosa tomorrow .
DO ANY OF YOU GUYS EVEN WANT ME THERE ?
i would guess no .
i have tuition anyway , a reason for my absense .

i love you guys , but theres more reason for me to hate .

we wont have anymore outings starting next year .
maybe you guys will .
i know im not invited .
I guess i will have a very pathetic birthday next year then .
the friends i thought i was closest with were actually th furthest .
its okay .
i'll find a way somehow .

I hate mixed emotions .
do you ?

(L) .


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