Goandbangthewall .

Spontaneity sometimes results in awkwardness.

2012-01-16T02:36:00.004+08:00

Hope it's not too bad.

Here's the descrip I put for the vid at youtube!

Okay our really awkward cover of Rolling in the deep.

This was after our JYP audition!
We've been singing the entire afternoon and this was very random, spontaneous and impromptu(thus the whole lyrics thingy, hand motions to each other and the awkward pauses).

Yes I know I changed the key halfway. It's not easy trying to sing with 2 guys with different voice ranges. VERY LOW I CANNOT REACH ): And staircases have this very nice reverb/natural echo.

But anyway, hope you guys like it!
Don't judge ah.

-Thanks to Ridhwan's cousin for taking the video. ^_____^

SUBSCRIBE!

Okay bye.

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Nuffnang Asia Pacific Blog Awards - Part 2

2012-01-15T02:27:00.001+08:00

Good morning/evening/middle of the night.

Okay gonna write this out real quick now.

Still searching for what to wear tomorrow and Lenne's being an awesome friend/fashion blogger for giving me ideas.

She's also secretly a mad genius.

(Okay I'm digressing.)

Anyway, so this is part 2 of the NAPBAs post.

Finally trying not to be lazy!

The night before, I kinda just crashed at Jean and Lenne's room.

The bed's huge and I just slept in between them.

I feel quite bad cause I left Ivy all alone. ._.

(SHE GOT HER REVENGE! ---> will explain this next.)

So in the morning we were all pigs and slept past breakfast. (Sigh, two days of giving up hotel buffet breakfast. Woe is me.)

and JENG JENG JENG the hotel room phone rings off the hook -______-

At first the three of us completely ignores it - I think Jean didn't even hear it - until Lenne got irritated hahahaha.

I swear it was constantly ringing for like 15 minutes at least.

So when she picked it up it was - tadah - Ivy calling to make sure I get my lazy ass back to our room.

This is hilarious but I think everyone is crazily funny when they're groggy.

Not gonna specify what Lenne half-jokingly shouted/half-yelled at me but the point is that she was annoyed the reason her sleep was disturbed was cause of me.

HAHAHA sorry cant stop thinking about that scene.

Okay anyway.

So after all the preparations blah blah blah, we got downstairs to find the NN people!!

Jean and Lenne are lazy pigs tsk leaving us for sleep. ):

I kinda forgot where this is. DAMN.

I just remember we got off the bus to snap a pic, walk around under the scorching sun for 5 minutes and we went back on the bus.

I spy Clarence!!

Was at the next place hiding under shade (shit forgot where again) and this HUGEASS moth was happily sitting on a leaf behind me.

._.

Makeup-less again. Need to put more effort need to put more effort.

I was half awake. Do not judge.

/Digressing/

OFTD
Shirt - Rectangle oversized shirt ; H&M
Shorts - Ripped highwaisted shorts ; ShopFiasco(Online)
Bag - Grey Baggu Bag ; Rockstar(Level 3, Cineleisure)
Shoes - Navy Blue Toms
Watch - Ipod Nano 6th Gen.

Okay just added in the watch part cause it's not an actual watch LOL.

Blame the sun.

I spot 3 very awkward jumpshots of me, Ivy and Clarence. Gonna completely skip it cause it's horrible HAHA omg.

OKAY I KNOW WHERE WE WENT TO NEXT OKAY.

We left the tour and proceed to lunch at...

KLCC!

Lenne and Jean was correct omg the Nando's there has the exact same prices...

ONLY IN DIFFERENT CURRENCY!

Sorry I realised I only spazz like this when it's about food.

Artsy Fartsy shot of Ivy at Nando's.

Too busy pigging out and forgot to take a pic till I was half done. ._____.

IS THAT A SUPERMARKET I SPOT IN THE ISETAN?!?!?!?!

After that we cabbed to this really ulu place called Jaya One for flea market!!

Got cheated by the cab uncle cause he took extra rounds.

And we took the executive cab!! Our version of the Chrysler omg 60RM on cab fare.

Okay no photos during our time at the flea cause we were so busy browsing.

Plus it rained halfway so I kept the cammie away just in case.

I spent around 300 plus RM that day omg.

Went for dinner after that at Sushi King!!

Forgot about taking a photo of my curry rice. ._.

I did however take a photo of my brownie!

Pretty cheap it's like 5 dollars in ringgit.

Would have tasted awesome if heated.

Oh well.

Cabbed back to the hotel to change and etc etc etc and turns out there was this misunderstanding ):

The hotel staff are rude gah.

Nevermind moving along~

We went to G tower after that!

There are photos on fb but since I look horrible and got alittle high that night I shall not post any photos of that HAHA.

I am horrible.

Oh and thanks to the awesome Jean for supporting me while I couldn't walk straight.

Shall continue on when I remember.

Mum's telling me to go and sleep now and she's pretty darn serious about it.

Ciao.

Nuffnang Asia Pacific Blog Awards - Part 1

2012-01-05T21:32:00.005+08:00

Hi massively overdue post.

Lemme digress first.

1) Had an operation yesterday afternoon so I'm a pretty cranky person in general. If you see me and hit me/my ear I will murder you. (Ofc i'm joking, but you get the point.)

2) Went back for cheer on Tuesday night and up till now my muscles BURN everytime I walk/cough/move.

3) Put the pain in my ear and the pain in my muscles together and TADAH. That's why I'm in such a horrible mood.

Okay back to main topic here.

So I've been procrastinating alittle too much and since I'm lazing on my couch with my laptop perched on my lap(atop a pillow of course, wouldn't want to burn myself now would I), I'M FORCING MYSELF TO BLOG!

Sigh I swear I'm the world's laziest blogger.

Day 1 -

Went down to the NN office to meet up with the other nuffies!

Did my makeup-less face scare you?

Ivy's my buddy/roomie hehe.

Thiang was sitting behind us and we talked alot!

Cupcakes for you?

/Fast forward past the chatting and sleeping in the bus/

Had chicken rice for lunch. Rice is good but chicken sub par. Anyone notice where I had my lunch? People who watched Already Famous should get it!

/Fast forward past the chatting and sleeping in the bus AGAIN/

AND HERE WE ARE!

Okay I was half awake. Wasn't fully awake to take pretty pictures ):

Tell me about it.

Room's pretty big!

Wonderful view of the pool from my room!

Didn't get my lazy ass up in time for breakfast, let alone swimming.

/Fast forward past the make up and hair spray and clothes/

Tadah!

I swear I look horrible -_____-

WHY MY ARM LOOK SO FAT?!

I spy a dinosaur tail!

Okay gonna let the pictures do the talking now.

A blur photo of me and Liz ):

Queen Xiaxue.

Jessica. Oh sweet lord why didn't anyone tell me my neck looks awkward here.

Bros Benjamin & Randy.

Noel. Another blur photo? T-T

Qiuqiu. My surname's Kiew(pronounced letter Q) and my nickname since young was QQ so now it's kiewc(pronounce qc haha).

With Ashley and Jane!

Valerie! She's so tall I can't even... (Psst, she's 1.79m in case you were wondering.)

Silver. Loved her acting in the web show!

Really awkward photo of me signing. Well at least my nose looks good here.

And in we go!

Okay pictures of performances are alittle messy so here are some in general.

Here is the list of winners for that night!

Region's Best Blog: Xiaxue

Most Influential Blog: Xiaxue

Best Micro Blog: @kennysia

Best Original Blog Design: Eat, Show and Tell

Best Entertainment Blog: Beautifulnara

Best Food Blog: LadyIronChef

Best Travel Blog: Just Wandering

Best Fashion Blog: Cheesie

Best Photography Blog: Photoblog.hk

Best Geek Blog: Geekout

Best Parenting Blog: Childhood 101

Best Lifestyle Blog: Jenni Epperson

Best Hidden Gem: Google Gooeys

Okay back to food now.

Mediterranean Seafood Terrine with Wasabi Tobiko Dressing on Crispy Lettuce.

Puree of Split Pea Soup with Herb Twist.

Grape Sorbet with Fresh Mint.

Pan-fried Dory Fillet with Spicy Peach Sauce.

Tiramisu in Chocolate Cup with Stawberry & Vanilla Sauce.

Yummy i'm getting hungry looking at these photos ):

After the dinner, we headed off to zouk for the after party!

And it was back to our rooms!

(What happens in the room, stays in the room.)

Hehe.

Will be back with day 2 & 3 in a bit.

PS: All photos that don't belong to me are credited to their respective owners.

Au Revoir.

On the go.

2012-01-01T18:04:00.001+08:00

Okay trying this thing out! If this goes well I'm gonna do the one picture a day thingy hehe. Will blog ASAP!! <3

Soon, soon.

2011-12-22T15:45:00.002+08:00

Hiya guys!

Okay so I'm really busy with packing up my room as Christmas is coming up.

Can't have guests over with my room looking like a wreck can I.

Will blog about this ASAP! I need to collate all the photographs first :D

Cheers, and Merry Christmas! <3

Say thanks, make someone's day.

2011-11-21T18:00:00.005+08:00

Hi guys!

At this point now(6pm 21/11) I'm on a plane back to Singapore so this is scheduled. :3

Just to let you know.

ANYWAY.

I bet you guys saw my tweet the other day about Singapore Kindness Movement right!

In case you guys didn't, here's a screenshot!

Met many of those that I haven't met in forever, such as Thiang, Stephen, Jerrom(is this how I spell it?) and Wendy!

Arrived at 11.30AM only to see that the place is still empty!

However, I went to change after getting the tee.

Took a couple of photos with Wendy :D

This is what happens when you leave girls in Ion's toilet with a camera. Lighting's awesome!

Apparently Wendy and some of the rest said I look like a barbie doll.

I think I'm not barbie doll material HAHAHA.

Group photo of the G+ bloggers that came for this event!

With our lovely vice-president.

She looks different in specs!

We also received this bag filled with love :D

Annoucements being made...

And he mentioned this site, http://makesomeonesday.sg/

You can share a message of thanks or join the ambush video contest!

With each message, a daisy will bloom :D

Okay here's the event place!

It's a sea of blue!

Our emcee said we look like the sky. ^___^

And our emcee is none other than...

DANIEL ONG!

Took a photo with him but I think Jerrom has it o:

I have a photo with him from I think years ago! (I was a small girl then haha)

SKM mascot!

Singa's so cute. :D

The gerbera daisies ((:

With Thiang!

Our last group photo before we were asked to go onstage to welcome the GOH!

Yes I'm hidden somewhere there haha.

Bloco Singapura was there too!

We have flowers in our hair!

After that we were off to give out the daisies!

Didn't stop to take photos with everyone, but it was glad that I could bring a smile to so many people!

So why not, do something today.

Say thanks, make someone's day!

Right here waiting.

2011-11-09T00:59:00.002+08:00

Hi guys!

Did a cover today hehehe.

First proper cover!

Right here waiting by Richard Marx.

Hope you guys enjoy it!

PS: Ignore the weird starting photo HAHA.

Fright Night.

2011-11-01T21:23:00.007+08:00

Happy Halloween folks!

How'd you spend yours?

GRAWRRRRRRRR

hahaha sorry. Spent my Halloween's at Ardent's!

They had a special menu for that night!

Had the Bloody Eyeballs and Molten Lava :3

No pictures for the pasta because I completely forgot until I was halfway through ):

But, here are some other photos!

The decorations around the place was pretty good~

Pardon the horrible photos cause I forgot to bring my camera's flash ):

Really cute candle holder :3

The rest of the place in general!

They were also showing a movie on their tv!

Friday the 13th and some zombie show after that haha.

My Molten Lava Cake!

Biscuit has the words R.I.P on it!

The waffles! Absolutely deelish omg its so tasty that... I cant find a word for it.

MAGNIFIQUE.

There was this small jelly mouse at the top haha.

Ah and the maple syrup was skillfully hidden underneath the waffles.

The parental units were drinking this and it's actually pretty nice!

Had a sip and the taste was light and sweet.

Its like champagne just sweeter!

Wasn't really full after my pasta and cake cause I shared it with my mum, so I order an Eggs Benedict!

Added bacon which is at the far end of the plate. :3

Took alot of pictures after that!

Unfortunately it's all using someone else's camera )):

From Left to Right: Me, my Mum, Claire, Yessica, my sister.

Claire and Yessica are the owners of Ardent's!

So young, pretty and capable!

They even specially went to Army Market to customize their Halloween costumes.

Ah in case you haven't noticed, I'm in a Red Cross uniform!

(It's my sister's haha. She owned it back in primary school aka 13-14 years ago)

(That Halo doesn't belong to me!)

Went to Clark Quay w my parents after that for some picture taking.

Only got one because the rest are just of my mum!

I was just wearing my dress and not the uniform over it cause it was so hot. ):

There was like Mario, Yoda, Cleopatra, and so much more!!!

Super crowded outside Arena though.

Here's wishing everyone a Happy Halloween(even though it's a day late)!

Btw, go check out Ardent's at their FB page here.

Imagine you are travelling in the woods. You are hungry and tired. You have passed by a few inns and taverns, which are either rowdy or impersonal - unless you wish to check into an inn – and they only serve food predictably dreary. Oh, wait. There is another place; however it would take you deeper into the woods and on higher latitude - near the mountainous area. It may be a little past dusk before you reach that area.

As you amble along the dusty road, exhausted and growing quite impatient, something visibly indiscernible came into view. A house. It is two-storied, standing behind a small courtyard, trimmed with dancing lights emitting from the windows. You hear some soft laughter rising above some indistinct clinking. But one thing: the unmistakable smell of food. Suddenly, the air smell fresh as apples and aromatic as herbs, which are both strangely familiar and comforting. As you step into ARDENT'S, you know this is the place that would suit you very well.

80 Neil Road S(088842) ;

Open from 11am - 12 mn ;

63257077 ;

Serving all-day breakfast ;

My Nuffnang Story.

2011-10-25T14:00:00.000+08:00

Hiya guys!

You guys know what Nuffnang is right!

I bet you do.

If not, go here!

Anyway,

HERE'S MY STORY!

I first created this blog(aka http://goandbangthewall.blogspot.com/) on the 7th of Oct 2009!

(Before that I was using some other URL etc etc hehe.)

Went to check at Nuffnang and I was actually pretty surprised.

Back when I was only 14, I had already made tons of friends thanks to Nuffnang.

2009 -

I remember, that the first ever movie screening that I went for was G-Force!

(Okay just realized that the way I blog now and back then was kindaaaaa different. Photos kinda shrinked in that post! ): )

Okay I look kinda weird there HAHAHA.

Went for the screening of A Christmas Carol (Nov 2009!), briefly mentioned in this post.

Completely forgotten who I brought along and low and behold, it's mentioned!

Brought Clauson along. ((:

First time that I actually won tickets!

2010 -

AH I WENT FOR THE SYMPOSIUM TOO.

TADAH!

(Remembered cause I mentioned this in my end of year summary post hahaha)

One memorable post that I did was for the National Family Celebrations!

In turn I received 7 tickets for a game (Desperados?) at Sentosa!

There was a carnival and was really really fun.

Brought my family and my cousins there!

(Cant find any photos in my computer because I changed laptops somewhere last year. Must have gotten lost somewhere.)

Also went for quite a few movie screenings!

(Like how Nikole would say, she thinks that my luck is way too good cause I'm always getting movie tickets, but actually its all thanks to Nuffnang hehe.)

2011-

This year was more exciting!!

Went for G+ event at the start of the year!

(No photos etc etc, I didn't even blog about it T-T I do however remember going w Carlsson, and that was how I knew Thiang and the rest!)

I WENT FOR FOOD TASTING AT RAMEN PLAY HEHEHEHEHE.

(Sorry I'm a complete glutton hahahahaha)

http://goandbangthewall.blogspot.com/2011/06/omnomnomnomnomnom.html

Must post the link big big LOL.

(Sorry on sugar high now don't mind me.)

Also went for the gala premiere of Fist Of Dragon!!

Brought Carlsson along, and I just realised for the past 2 years that I've known him, I DON'T HAVE A SINGLE PHOTO WITH HIM.

Okay maybe he does but that's besides the point.

More recently, I went for the Gala Premiere of REAL STEEL!

(Also courtesy of Nuffnang hehehehe)

Blogged about it here.

Ah and a week after that I went for the screening of Mural w my mum.

No photos/blog posts )):

Getting lazy/busy cause of my O's hehe whoops.

And now, it is almost the end of 2011.

I really hope to be able to continue on my journey with Nuffnang for a long long time!

But here's something I would really like to go for -

NUFFNANG BLOG AWARDS!

Come 16 December 2011, 500 bloggers from around the Asia-Pacific region will flock to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia for the Nuffnang Asia-Pacific Blog Awards 2011 in Putrajaya Marriott. The Awards aims to not only honour the region's best bloggers, but also to bring together blogger communities from across Asia-Pacific. The Nuffnang Asia-Pacific Blog Awards is brought to you by Volkswagen Malaysia and Putrajaya Marriott.

Almost went for the one in 2009 with the rest, but something happened and I didn't manage to go!

(Forgot the reason why. :/)

Was sooooooooo sad. ):

So hopefully, I'll get to go for this year's one!!

Thank you, Nuffnang, for I wouldn't be who I am today online without you. <3

Good times, bad times.

2011-10-13T15:00:00.001+08:00

AND I'VE GRADUATED!

Happy and sad at the same time. :')

Apart from my exam papers etc, I'll never have to wear this weird combination of yellow and grey anymore.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. ):

I'll miss you guys :')

Prom Special

2011-10-11T18:44:00.004+08:00

Prom's coming up in around a month!

Skylitchaos is having their very first Prom Special, launching tomorrow, 12/10/11 @ 11PM!

Most of their dresses in this collection has only ONE piece, making sure that there isn't any "seeing double" drama! Girls, be sure to catch their second self-manufactured piece as well, bound to capture your heart.

Remember to check them out, and quote "charleneek" as the promo code for free normal mail!

<3 <3 <3

WHAM BAM.

2011-10-05T22:00:00.001+08:00

BAM.

Went to play the real steel game the other day!

(Internet's being crazy )))))): )

Here are some of the stuff I could do to chalk up points!

Here are some questions I managed to answer!

Censored the answers w moustaches hahahaha pardon my ridiculousness.

(Yes i screwed up the last question, hur hur.)

The questions were really hard to answer!!

Had to google.

ALOT.

But pretty fun tho haha you guys should go play too!

You guys can actually win prizes from playing :DDDDDDDD

Have a total of 5600 points now but idk if thats enough for anything haha didn't go check. :3

oh yeah and....

I WENT FOR THE GALA PREMIERE LAST WEDNESDAY!

Went w Clauson, didn't manage to get any pictures because there was a mandatory check in off all electronic devices.

So there went our phones and my cam!

But all in all, the movie was

AWESOME.

Like awesome x 27501275918953091271 I will go and rewatch it if it wasn't for my upcoming O lvls.

GO WATCH CONFIRM WONT REGRET.

(Sorry this post is alittle weird and doesnt sound like me, I'm on sugar high and brain dead from all my studying hehehehe I still love you guys la. <3)

Kthxbye I'm off to marry my books.

PS: You can go play the game here!

Skylitchaos

2011-09-22T23:14:00.004+08:00

Be sure to catch the debut collection from Skylitchaos tomorrow, 23/9/11, at 12noon!

Unforgettable!

2011-09-20T18:36:00.002+08:00

Okay gonna be a massive pic spam from Semi Finals day. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Before we started for the day!!

From left to right: Me, Franchette, Ednes, Michelle, Janice

With Kikyo and my Mickey Ears! Tied em for the catwalk cause Cat A had mickey/minnie related clothes on.

With Hakim, who walked away the next day with the smashing title of the FIRST EVER Teenage Face Of The Year, for Cat B males!!

Stupid Kalebh here keeps insisting that my performance/singing was the best. -______-

Kazue!

Franchette was playing around w the cam while me and Kalebh were both on the phone. I look retarded hahahaha nevermind at least better than Kalebh.

Time for the catwalks!

Okay I have a really stupid face. DONT JUDGE ME I WASN'T READY.

This is ridiculous why do I have such stupid expressions.

Time for Cat B!!

Yup there's a Charlynn in this competition!!

Setting up ._. you can view my horrible performance in my previous post or on youtube. :/

My eye shadow makes it seem as if I got punched in the eye.

OKAY THATS IT BYE.

Stage Fright.

2011-09-19T16:42:00.001+08:00

LOOK AT ME, I SCREWED UP.

What.

2011-09-03T02:12:00.001+08:00

Okay, previous post was scheduled.

Very annoyed now.

Too many things going on lately.

Mind's gonna burst sooner or later.

Derp.

Liar.

2011-09-03T01:15:00.002+08:00

I shouldn't have made friends w you during the carnival.

I shouldn't have gone for lunch and to jubeat w you.

I shouldn't have started replying your texts.

I shouldn't have met you after school.

I shouldn't have taken that bus ride.

I shouldn't have continued holding your hand when you grabbed mine to keep me from falling.

I shouldn't have agreed to be yours.

I shouldn't have fallen in deeper.

I shouldn't have become dependent.

I shouldn't have put you in my first priority.

I shouldn't have sacrificed so much time for you.

I shouldn't have put in so much effort.

I shouldn't have trusted you to keep your promises.

I shouldn't have believed your excuses.

I shouldn't have put up w your anger venting.

I shouldn't have put the blame on me.

I shouldn't have tried to keep you.

I shouldn't have gone to the bball court after I saw you from afar.

I shouldn't have waited at that bench.

I shouldn't have written that letter in class.

I shouldn't have called out his name to get him to call you.

I shouldn't have let you go.

I shouldn't have walked away.

I shouldn't have given you that letter.

I shouldn't have pretended everything was okay.

I shouldn't have cried so badly right there.

I shouldn't be missing you.

I shouldn't care.

Months on and I can't forget.

Everything still replays in my head as clear as crystal.

What you said.

Were they the truth, lies, or just excuses?

Because what I'm seeing now, is just screaming "liar, liar.".

Even with all that's said and done, I didn't blame you.

But what am I supposed to do when I can only look on while you're walking away?

Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.

Tears.

2011-08-18T21:47:00.003+08:00

Soooooooooooooooooooo.

Today, I got my chinese O lvl results.

I got a 6(M), which means a C6 grade, and chinese orals being a Merit.

Didnt cry at first but when I finally managed to speak on the phone w mumsie, I kinda just broke down alittle.

Felt as if I really really disappointed her because I honestly didn't put in my best effort.

What made me feel even worse was that she said it was a pretty good job for me.

Why couldn't she say I could have done better or smth, at that point of time I was just like mega feeling like I really dui bu qi ta(disappointed) her very very badly and I just felt sooooooooooo guilty T-T

Still contemplating whether or not to retake.

Reasons to retake: ITS A BLOODY C6 I NEED SMTH BETTER. (Somehow that's my main and probably only reason hmm.)

Reasons not to retake: More time to study for other subjects, my standard of writing is forever stuck at that standard. I may have gotten a Merit for orals but how well can I pull my grades up to w sucky writing?

Gah.

Soooooooooooooooo. Idk la I'm probably gonna retake >:(

On a side note, Teenage uploaded the photoshoot photos!

Here's my awkward looking one LOL.

My eyes are horribly small -________-

Please come down and support me!

Need the mega support haha I'm super scared my stage fright will act up.

10 September 2011 @ Iluma, Bugis!

Teenage Big Day Out is from 11AM - 9PM.

Will post up details of more specific timings when I know more!

Click click snap.

2011-08-16T23:13:00.003+08:00

HEY THERE EVERYONE!

Okay gonna be really random now.

I GOT INTO THE SEMI FINALS OF TEENAGE'S FACE OF THE YEAR WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Okay not very clear cause I took a photo of the mag w my iphone 3GS, thus the quality.

Sorry if I look awkward hahahahaha.

You can find my photo and the rest at Page 42 of the Teenage September issue!

ANYWAY.

Here are the semi final details:

Date: 10th September 2011

Time: 11:00 AM - 9:00 PM

Venue: Iluma, Bugis.

Please come down and support me k!

(And my other awesome friend like Ednes!)

Omgomgomg I'm gonna make a fool out of myself ):

Please leave me a comment/fb msg/sms/twitter/email or something if you can come down to support me!

Would really love it if you guys could come ^^

HAIYA!

2011-08-04T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!

So sorry about the lack of updates. I've been busy w my studies :/

Thanks to Nuffnang, I was able to go for the Fist of Dragon gala premiere!

Never heard of it?

Here's the trailer!

There's SG artistes like Henry Thia, better known as Hui Ge, as well as Fiona Xie!!

The one on the left is Michael Chuah, who's the director as well as the main lead!

Awesome fighting might I say.

Here are some shots from that day.

A photo w Henry Thia! He's really funny and very friendly ^^

Rmb this granny? She came along for the gala premiere as well!!

View from my seat! Couldn't get a clear picture when I zoom in cause I didnt bring my camera's flash that day :/

ANYWAY.

I wasn't really paying attention to the plot, cause I was too busy noticing all the good fighting scenes.

I remember it was something about Ah Jie(Michael)'s father sending him to his uncle(Henry Thia)'s place to help w his financial difficulties.

Main point is, small village, triad members, extortion of money, the normal kind.

And he stayed so as to help to get rid of them etc.

(Sounds kinda cliché, no?)

Turns out his uncle's daughter, Lily(Fiona Xie) is on the triad's side.

Oh and the triad boss has this really really really really really good at fighting person as his right hand man!!

Twist in the plot!!!

There's always an evil guy somewhere I suppose. o:

Was really taken in by the really good fighting! (I sound like a fangirl over the fighting already hmm)

Fighting style's somewhat the same as Ip Man. (It's Wing Chun, plus the producer of Ip Man 2 produced this film too!!)

However, fights are way more intense and IMHO, I found the fighting scenes in this film on par or maybe even better than Ip man's.

What can I say I love fighting scenes lol. (I sound so sadistic HAHA)

Wouldn't want to spoil it for you guys with any more details hmmmm.

GO AND WATCH!

It opens today, 4th August in SG theatres.

Click here for it's FB page to find out more.

Let me empasize on this again.

AWESOME FIGHT SCENES.

Tempting myself to go rewatch cause of their good skills omg ._.

If any of you guys go and watch this, let me know how you found it k! (:

Nikk.

2011-07-24T12:15:00.002+08:00

Okay random update.

random photos from when I went out w Nikole!

(Okay very overdue.)

Went for flea!

These few were taken on the day we went for theblogshop's clothes buffet~

Nikk hates the weather but she refuses to take a blazer off hmmm.

Mustache connector ring! Nails were kinda long at that point of time.

Pfffffft unglam. Taken while skyping when Nikk was in Rome(or Paris or USA or somewhere I dont remember)!

Okay random end of random post.

Hocus Pocus

2011-06-22T20:02:00.004+08:00

Good evening, fellow aliens!

Heard of Porcelain Face Spa's Black Magic IPL treatment?

1. What is Black Magic?

It is an IPL treatment! (Intense Pulsed Light I think.)

2. What is IPL?

IPL uses a sophisticated technology of Xenon flash lamps and optical prisms or filters to instantly vaporize damaged cells deeper in the skin without harming surrounding tissue or the top skin layer!

Other facial treatments like the Diamond Peel or Crystal Peel targets the surface, whereas IPL penetrates deeper into the dermis to stimulate cell regeneration from within.

3. Conventional IPL gel vs Porcelain Face Spa's Plasma Magic Gel

Conventional IPL gel is a clear cooling gel that will be applied to the treatment area. It's purpose? To cool the epidermis(top layer of skin) and to prevent light from scattering. This gel conducts better light absorption to target the chromophores during the treatment.

Plasma Magic Gel however, is black in colour! This Black Magic Treatment uses a photo reborn/plasma magic gel formulated in Korea. Conventional IPL gel targets pigments, whereas the Black Magic treatment aims to rejuvanate the skin by tightening pores and reducing sebum production.

4. What's the risk behind this!!

Clinical trials have proven that the Black Magic Treatment is safe when kept within certain energy levels. Patients taking steroids or any anti-coagulant drugs, or experience photosensitive, sun tanned within 30 days should avoid doing the treatment.

5. Porcelain, The Face Spa.

Head on down to their Facebook page, and like my post! <3

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2011-06-06T13:09:00.004+08:00

Advertorial

Hello everyone!

Here today to tell you about Ramen Play.

Went for food tasting there about a week ago, and boy, was I in for a food delight!

Here's a little information for you guys.

Ramen Play is a trendsetting ramen concept, the baby of Singapore's BreadTalk Group LTD, as well as Japanese giant Sanpou Co. Ltd! Sanpou is a distinguished name in Japan which is known for it's quality ramen for almost 50 years.

At Ramen Play, the stock is freshly made everyday with top grade ingredients, and choice cuts of specially-imported soft pork bones and pork sinew.
A secret recipe of spices, gently simmered for around 12 hours, results in a rich, thick and delicious base when used in all the ramen dishes.

Not only is there ramen, but you will also be spoilt fro choices w their side dishes.

Thanks to Nuffnang, I had a chance to go for the food tasting held by Ramen Play!

10 Student bloggers were invited to try out their student meal. :D

Firstly, we were served with some side dishes.

Note: these side dishes do not come with the student meal!

Yaki Gyoza!

$3.50 for 3 pcs,

$5.80 for 6 pcs.

Honestly, I'm not a fan of gyozas.

But surprisingly, the filling was nice and well cooked!

Perfect balance of crispiness and chewiness.

Cripsy Dango

$3.80 for 3 pcs.

It's a Chef's pick!

Crispy on the outside, soft on the inside.

Minced chicken balls that is fried till a golden, crispy brown.

Good mixture of sauces/garnishing.

Worth its price!

The student meal menu:

Just by flashing your student card, you are able to enjoy this deal!

The meal costs $8.80, and you have a choice between the Mustard Chicken Fried Rice or the Tonkatsu Ramen.

Both choices comes along with a soft drink!

I picked the Mustard Chicken Fried Rice~

There wasnt any noticeable mustard taste, so fret not!

Chicken was crispy and fresh.

Pretty huge serving!

Confirm can fill your tummy.

Terrence and his tonkatsu ramen!

However, this promotion is only available during weekdays, not including eve of and public holidays!

Had a fun time there with everyone.

Me and Angie!

Good service there, they were very polite.

Rachel (one of the managers if i remember correctly) made sure that all of us were happy with our meals!

If you need anymore details, head on down to Ramen Play's site.

Have a fun time with your meal today!

Do me a favour please!

2011-05-20T22:18:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!

okay so I'm going to have to ask you guys for a favour.

first off, go to Teenage.com.sg.

Then, you should spot the sign in/join us buttons somewhere near the right like so.

If you have an account, thats good log in.

If you dont, press join us and you should see this.

Fill it up and whatnot, i presume everyone knows how to.

After you've logged in, go back to the homepage and find the "Teenage Big Day Out 2011" picture/banner.

It's there if you couldnt find it.

After you click that, scroll down till you see this.

Press the first link thats boxed up in yellow.

Here's the link in case you couldn't find it: click here.

When you get to that page, scroll down till you find my name/picture.

Right now it's sadly at the bottom. ):

And vote away!

You guys can vote once DAILY so please please please please help me with the votes!

They count for 40% of the score so its no joke.

Thank you <3

Wait a minute.

2011-05-11T17:49:00.003+08:00

Hello!

Sorry I disappeared.
Having my drama paper tomorrow so I'm off to mug once I'm done w this post.
Will be blogging about some stuff soon!

Just a quick peek.

The huge amount of photos taken during track nationals,

Random day outs, like with Edwin(Yes, he's the dude who plays Soon Lee from fighting spiders).

Mother's day. Here's my dearest mum w the cake I baked for her!

Cheerleading Nationals 2011. (That's a photo of Legacy's performance and yes, I'm from that team!)

Sentosa, w my awesome bb Nikole.

Chinese New Year. I know it's long overdue. ):

My pretty crazy but fun birthday chalet.

And a random trip up to KL and Genting w the family.

Be back in a while! <3

Men's Fashion Week '11 - Part 2.

2011-04-17T22:36:00.005+08:00

MFW '11.

As promised here are the pictures from the Canali show!

Sorry if they arent as good as the a.testoni ones, they were exactly good seats. :/

I wasnt the one who took these btw!

Carlsson took them as I was unwell from the cold temperature.
Silly me, should have brought a jacket.

Okay thats it.
Didnt post some really blur ones ):
Go see the videos instead haha.

Hiatus.

2011-04-10T13:48:00.003+08:00

Sigh.

Going on full time dating with my books.

Gonna abandon this blog as well as Rocket Raid for the time being.

Need to do a ton of things first.

1) Pack up my room/desk which has gotten really messy yet again.

2) Go get a haircut.

3) Go shopping for stuff I need.

4) Clear out my cupboard for stuff I don't wear cause it's too small/big/any other reason.

5) Clear out my bag cupboard as well. Too many cluttering the poor little space.

6) Get a new phone casing for my iPhone as well as my BB Bold.

7) Deal with the bloody wordpress theme.
(I swear I'm about to go crazy with this. I would love to ask someone for help but my stupid pride is keeping me from just sending that text over whatsapp. -.-)

8) Plan out a schedule/buy a scheduler.

9) Study.

10) And to study somemore.

Okay I shall go deal with 7) now.

Major pissed with all the technicalities. ):

Men's Fashion Week '11

2011-04-03T23:00:00.002+08:00

This day started off with a random call to a good friend of mine.

Headed to the Expo & Convention Center (because I was at the Theater side for Lion King!) and tadah!

There it was, where the Men's Fashion Week was being held.

I started off being really blur inside Hall B,
(Or Fashion Metropolis, as to what Frank - the chairperson - calls it)

Started the evening with a 'tour' around the area as well as the backstage area!

Awesome to have a crew pass man.

After that I was in a booth where people write encouraging messages on the walls for Japan.

I wrote a message too!
Sadly I totally forgot to snap a photo of it.

Here's Hisham and some of the messages behind him!

Gah. On a random note, I wish I were more photogenic.

Candid photo taken by Carlsson.

Next up, I went for the a.testoni show.
Thanks to the MFW crew for tickets!

The view from my seat!!!!!
Awesome or what.
First row, and at the end of the stage!
super awesome view hahahaha.

(Too bad a.testoni's show wasnt the previous one which I saw like 10 minutes worth.)

Oh to clarify my previous sentence, the previous show was a underwear show for DKNY, Alexander McQueen, Emporio Armani and one more brand which starts with P.
Yes yes, it was an UNDERWEAR show.

I had ten minutes of gawking at the extremely tall and chiseled models.

haha okay moving on.

Here's a picture spam of that show!

Most or all the photos were taken by Carlsson as I was obviously being ~~lazy~~ observant of the show.

The show started off with a performance by......

Nathan Hartono!

Really liked his performance <3

I had a mini twitter conversation with him!!
(I would printscreen it if i could hahahaha)

I'm not a fan of the genre of songs he sings per se but I really enjoy it when he sings them!

Distracts me from the fact that I'm listening to songs away from my usual pop/rock/indie.

Click here if you have no idea who this guy is.

Followed by his performance was the actual show~

Let's take a break and have a look at how ridiculously huge these cameras are compared to my puny NEX-3.

btw, spot a blue sleeve in the left edge of the photo?

It belongs to my good friend Leon!

Didnt expect to see him there at all.

Okay, break time's over.

I think this guy's cute!!!! 8D

They have such nice noses omg mad jealous.

Main reason for this photo: Awesome and shiny black shoes. Nice.

That's about it for the a.testoni show!

Catch the photos from the Canali show in my next post!

<3

Hello there.

2011-04-01T00:26:00.002+08:00

This is really random and since I cant sleep,

Wish me luck for the drama exam I'm taking in 14 hours!

Excuse my retardedness at this hour.

xoxo.

2011-03-27T22:22:00.003+08:00

Rocket Raid.

Check it out! <3

It's linked btw.

(L).

I'm sorry.

2011-03-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

But I'm not okay.

♥

2011-03-14T21:25:00.002+08:00

Took some photos while we were at the airport today and I told Dominique and Tabithan to do this haha.

Cute?

Yes I love you guys too. <3

(:

2011-03-12T23:54:00.002+08:00

Somewhat happy day for me today.

For starters, I just came back from the IT show!

Bought myself a spanking new red NEX-3!!!

Isn't it pretty :D

And my sister just came back from Macau/HK/China,

AND SHE BOUGHT STUFF FOR ME HEHE.

X-mini~

A stitch floor rug, and a lacoste polo tshirt~

Very happy today~

Gonna charge and play w my nex-3 tomorrow (:

Should I name it? o:

Nevermind that I shall think of it some other day.

It's gonna be a happy weekend for me!!!

But my favourite boy is at camp ):

Thank you, for everything.

2011-03-10T00:00:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!
I know this is a long time since the last one, but I thought, since I started, I should at least finish!
So this is part four of the short story, Choices You Make.
Part 1: Coffee Stained Jeans.
Part 2: Valentine's.
Part 3: Drink, Drank, Drunk.

To comment, click the "_ Credits Inserted." link beside the date.
How the story continues is based by your decisions.
Have fun reading!

That familiar sound of a phone’s vibration is known too well by Ryn.
But what she heard would change her life forever.

“SHAWN AND ZACH GOT INTO A BIG FIGHT. HURRY GET TO MY PLACE TO STOP THEM, I’M GOING CRAZY FROM ALL THIS YELLING.”

She had received a call from Andy.
Leaving everything at hand alone, she rushed to hail a cab.

In the cab, those eight words kept repeating in Ryn’s head.

Shawn and Zach got into a big fight, Shawn and Zach got into a big fight.

She couldn’t believe that those two could actually get into a fight.

When she reached the twin's place, she fumbled through her bag for the keys the twins parents had previously given her.
Just when she opened the door, she heard shouts from the kitchen.

"This is not about me liking Ryn!"

Ryn had gasped at what she heard. That voice clearly belonged to Shawn.

"This IS about you liking Ryn! You clearly know that I intend to woo her! Why did you have to like her as well?! "

"If you like her, then why did you set up that date at the rink?
I wouldn't know how you would feel about her!"

"Haven’t you noticed how I act around her during lunch?! "

"No I have not!"

"This quarrel is useless!"

"Let me just make this clear. I like her and I’m not about to give her up to…"

Shawn’s voice trailed off as Zach noticed Ryn standing at the entrance to the living room.
They were having such a heated argument that they did not realize that she had been standing there.

Her eyes welled up with tears.
As tears started streaming down, she ran out of the house.

Running, and running, and running, and running.

Calling Andy, with trembling hands, she was rubbed off the tears that was still running down her cheeks.

"A-An-d-dy. Come. Find-d me-e. Usual p-place. Please."

She hated internal conflicts.
It always tore her apart.

Andy was her only source of comfort now, her only refuge.
It hurt him to see her like this.

Andy had already warned both Zach and Shawn not to follow him, as it will make Ryn feel worse.
All he could do was to hold her in his arms, to gently pat her head, and to wish for the best.

When she finally fell asleep in his arms, he carried her back to her bed.
Tucking her in, he kissed her forehead.

Why...
Don't you know that this is hurting me too?
It really hurts me to see you this way...

Just as he turned to leave her bedside, Ryn unconciously grabbed Andy's arm, mumbling in her sleep.

"Shawn... Don't go... Please don't fight with Zach anymore..."

Tears welled up in Andy's eyes.
He called Shawn over, making sure that Zach didn't come along.

With a flustered look, Shawn made his way to Ryn's place.
He almost slammed the door shut on his way in.

But, Andy's words stopped him in his tracks.

"You know, she likes you too. Make sure that she never has to cry again. Cherish her with your heart, she's a wonderful girl."

Andy reluctantly left, leaving Ryn in Shawn's care.

Gently sitting down on the edge her bed, he carefully held her hand.

Why do I feel like I've let you down?
I wasn't able to protect you, I wasn't able to be there for you.
I promise that I will be here to catch you when you fall, to be there to stop those tears, and to be there when you need me.
If only you could hear me now...
Ryn, I love you.

He kissed his forehead, and fingered the rings he wore as a necklace.
He slid the smaller ring off, and onto Ryn's middle finger.
It was a perfect fit.
Since Ryn was going to be asleep for awhile, Shawn made himself at home and proceeded to cook a delicious bowl of porridge.

When she woke up, she first noticed the ring on her finger.
She had accidentally scratched herself while rubbing her eyes.

Then, she found a note on her bedside table.

Dear Ryn,
I'm sorry for making you cry. Don't anymore okay?
I promise to be here for you whenever you need me, to be there to stop all those tears, and to catch you when you fall.
There's a bowl of porridge that I've cooked for you sitting in the microwave, remember to eat it when you wake up.
It's not good to starve yourself. (:
By the way, I love you. ♥
Love, Shawn.

She was touched by this little gesture.
When she left her room to pick up the bowl of porridge, Shawn was sleeping soundly on the couch.
She sat down beside him, and gave him a peck on the cheek.

"Thank you. For everything, and for being here for me."

"Because, it means the world to me."

Jingles.

2011-03-06T22:12:00.002+08:00

Hello world~

I'm probably the last person to blog about this. :/

Happy very very very belated christmas!

Pretty absurd that I blog about NYE then xmas.

How many of you like xmas?

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My favourite nephew! Cute right 8D
(okay technically he's my cousin's son and he calls me 'xiao biao gu' so i guess that still makes me his aunt lol.)

There's games...

"I am a fish."

And there is~
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Sigh this is making me hungry. ):

There's family,

AND GIFTS!

More chocolates omg.

Candle lighting time!

I wonder whose hand that belongs to. o:

Peekaboo!

<3

Twentyeleven.

2011-02-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

How was your last day of 2010 spent?

Here's mine.

Started off w meeting the babes at Marche.

Choco milkshake mmmm.

Took Nikole's huge hairband~

And wrote a really nonsensical feedback form.

Look at me, I've never been so serious (while writing on a feedback form lol).

After our movie, Little Fockers, Nikole and I proceeded to head down to Vivo to find the boys.

Played w lightsticks,

And cards.

Don't say anything if you noticed something, lol.

Start of the fireworks!

The boys were like monkeys after that, climbing all over the place.

All in all, here's an 'A' for Awesome.

How was your last night of '10?

Hiatus.

2011-02-15T22:32:00.003+08:00

Hello world.

On hiatus, for now.

Dating my books, and probably not leaving them for awhile.

Shall update if I ever dig out enough time.

sorry~

And for the record, I'm still in love with this photo.
Nikole, see how much I love you.

Btw, happy belated valentine's day everyone! ♥

Flashbacks.

2011-01-17T13:26:00.002+08:00

Here's 2010.

How awesome or how sucky it was.

I admit, I didnt really like 2010.
But, I also admit, some things made me really happy.
And sad at that.

I dont really remember much about the start of the year, so i'm gonna refer to all my archives.

Jan.

Started the year of by pranking some people by saying I cut my hair really short.
Here's the two pics from that blog post. :D

Went for TMS finals to support Shawn.
Made a poster w Nicole's help (:

Feb.

Wrote a long vday post about my first love,

Had a birthday celebration at my place.

And got teased like crazy over Coke.

March.

Got promoted to Assistant Section Head (Admin),

And started work at Made In Candy. (Yes I still randomly work there now.)

Went for a Symposium organized by Nuffnang.

April.

Celebrated two year's of being Aloysius's gan-wifey(i know its alittle childish but cmon, it was a two year anni at that point of time.)

Got attached to Asher, resulting me to getting spammed by almost everyone asking the same question.

Became a Cheerleader,

And blogged about National Family Celebrations.

May.

Asher broke up w me for Dawn, (which she so famously dumped him 2-3 weeks later)
Got flamed over FB,
And I got Yongxiang suspended from school for three weeks.
(cmon the dude was giving me threat calls.)

June.

Went for TAF bonding camp, and blogged about that apple (with a xmas tree design) I got during our treasure hunt at MacRitchie.

Blogged alittle about Love and Lies.

BU came over, and we had cheerleading (bonding) camp.

July.

Was still all sad and hurt,

But found ways to distract myself, like cheering.

Wished the very awesome Alwin a happy birthday,

As well as my awesome older sis,

Supposedly went on hiatus,

But ended up writing a short story.

August.

Went for Step Up 3D's GALA PREMIERE, and I brought along Edwin Goh.
(He's the dude from Fighting Spiders in case anyone didnt know. He plays Soon Lee!)

Blogged the second part of the short story.

September.

Really disappeared and reappeared w part three of the short story at the end of the month.

Had a family bbq too.

October.

Blogged about how important friends are,

November.

Went to taiwan.

December.

Celebrated BK's birthday w some kiteflying,

As well as Ice Skating w Justin, Caleb, Nigel, Rachael and Carissa.

NCO outing at ECP,

Flea markets w Nikole,

and obviously there was xmas eve.

Went for Glitz & Glamour xmas party at the church I attended,

Ended up getting voted for best dressed.

Went for Sec 1 Orientation,

NYE was spent on a movie w Nikole,
(Little Fockers)

After which we went to Vivo to find Warren, Quan Rui and Louis.

Had mega heaps of fun, laughter and nonsensical penalties for losing in dai di (big two, as some people call it.)

Sometimes, looking back at your life shows you how much you've grown.

Be it for better, or for worst.

My life may have had some up and downs in the year of 2010.

But I believe, there's more to come, in 2011.

Virginity.

2011-01-07T23:36:00.005+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE.

I read this post at underage-girl/Jessica's blog, and i really find it an awesome blogpost.

Thus, I'm going to reblog it here for everyone to read.

ALL credits go to Jessica for this post.

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You know, I get this question all the time -

"Are you a virgin?" (or something along those lines)

....Seriously, why the hell would you even want to know?

If it's some horny guy having dirty thoughts while asking me the question then I guess I can understand why (although still wtf), but honestly I know there are many girls who have asked me anonymously too, and I always find it extremely puzzling because I personally really don't care who is a virgin or who is not.

Where guys wanna stick their penises into or how often girls wanna spread their legs.. such obscene information, why on EARTH would I want to find out?!

Just the thought of other people having sex grosses me out, even if it's a really hot character like Zac Efron! Like ewww... can you say P-E-R-S-O-N-A-L???

I think whatever people do in the bedroom should REMAIN in the bedroom as a secret, because I sure as heck don't wanna know about it (sometimes my girlfriends talk to me about sex and I get a little freaked out)

So tell me people, why do you (or others) want to know whether so-and-so is a virgin or not?

Like I said, I'm sure many of the anonymous people asking me that question were also girls and I doubt they were all kinky lesbians..

How I see it, there are only 2 possibilities as to why someone would ask the classic "Are You A Virgin?" question.

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1st reason) You are "curious."

Indirectly meaning you are also perverted and gross. There is no such thing as "innocent curiosity" when it comes to asking / talking about sex. "Curiousity" is the word you use when you watch an educational documentary, not porn.

Why are you even thinking about such things??? They say almost every thought in your head is accompanied by a picture, whether by memory or by imagination...

So it means you are picturing me having sex in your head as you ask me that question?? GROSS!!

Get away from me, you pervert! (whether you are a guy or girl, it doesn't matter, you are STILL a pervert.) Go wank to porn and leave me alone. Don't bother me with your trivial fantasies and nonsensical questions, thanks.

SHAME ON YOU.

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2nd reason) You want to judge me.

To which I say, FUCK OFF!!!! And fuck you!

What the hell is wrong with you and why are you one of those people who must always find a negative flaw in somebody so that you can make unfair, biased judgements about them in your head while secretly trying to feel better about yourself??

There is no politically correct answer for this question, it's like a trick question and any answer you give leads you to a death trap.

If you say "YES, I've had sex before", people would be all like

"ZOMG YOU SLUT!!! How could you? Disgusting! Your vagina is smelly and huge and wide and you are a loose woman! You have no morals! What would your husband say?? I thought you were a nice girl! I looked up to you!! Nobody will want you when you're older.. blah blah... fat and ugly... stupid fat pig..."

If you say "NO, I've never had sex before", people would be all like

"ZOMG YOU SLUT!!! Who would believe that you're still a virgin? You have a boyfriend and he stays over in your house, somehow that automatically makes you a cheap whore and even if you guys don't really have sex, you still have no morals!!!! You're a liar on top of being a slut."

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So more often than not, I end up deleting such questions because it's a waste of my time. Also because I am uncomfortable discussing with random people (or any sorta people really) my intimate affairs. You don't have to know!!!

I have better things to do than to sit around explaining myself and give people even more reasons to judge me.

But today, I received a question in Formspring going,

"hey, you don't really seem to value your virginity? why? is it cause you're more open minded? just curious. hope this doesnt offend you. :/"

And I think it's high time I finally explain WHY people should STFU about virginity once and for all. I know I'm not the only girl who gets this shit from people, so I believe I speak for many chicks when I type this entry.

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First off, what is it about virginity that people should value??

Is it the INNOCENCE of a virgin, or the non-broken hymen?

If it's the innocence, then no thanks, I'm not interested in being "innocent". Innocent is the naive fool who knows nothing about the harsh realities of this world we live in.

Furthermore, "innocent" is not a word I'd like people to use to describe me. Witty, intelligent, charming.. all these are well-received comments, but innocent?!

When somebody says you are "innocent", would you even take it as a compliment? It says nothing good about your character besides hinting you're quite oblivious. More than likely it's just a polite way of saying you're ignorant. Pretty sure that is what people mean 99% of the time.

There's no such thing as an innocent adult anyway, we ALL lose our innocence when we grow up.

Innocence is being free from moral wrong - and none of us are free from that when it comes to sexually-orientated thoughts.

Watching porn, staring at boobs / butts / penises, masturbating, thinking about how good David Beckham / Megan Fox *insert some other movie star here* would look with their shirt off..

I'm sure every one of you reading this has done one or several of the above before - virgins or not!

How can you be a hypocrite and claim that virgins are innocent then?

You have NOT been innocent since the day you've had your first sexual thought about the opposite sex. Just because you don't have the guts or means to get fucked or because you choose not to does not classify you as "innocent".

Your proper label is "unlaid", if anything.

How is a dude that frequently watches porn wanking off to random sluts on his computer screen any more innocent than a dude who has sex with his long-term girlfriend??

The way I see it - the latter is a much better option because a couple engages in intercourse out of passion, chemistry and love (well sometimes anyway) and the wanker dude just wants sexual satisfaction for himself.

Neither are innocent, but there is a BIG difference between them.

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What is this whole nonsense about "Sex Only After Marriage" and "Sex With One Partner For Life" anyway?

What happens if a married couple has sex frequently but then gets a divorce? Is the woman still allowed to have sex with her next husband? Oh Snap! Kinda confusing isn't it? Since she's not considered "pure" or a "virgin" anymore.

And for the people saying sex should only be for making babies, are you seriously going to turn your husband down every single time he has his urges?? It's hard to imagine a marriage like that lasting, which would indirectly lead to a divorce and Oh Snap!

Back to the dilemma on whether a divorcee should be allowed to have sex without sinning again.

I don't get why people talk about premarital sex like it's such a TERRIBLE thing to do. Is expressing passionate feelings physically really all that bad?

I don't approve of girls acting like sluts and sleeping with random guys for attention and money but has it ever occured to you guys that some couples who have sex before marriage simply do it out of love?

It's not always the grotesquely filthy completely physical sinful act your mother told you it is.

Why is it only ok to have sex AFTER a legalized marriage?

What IS a legalized marriage besides a bunch of of papers..

Who is to say that an unwed couple cannot love each other as wholeheartedly and truly as a couple that is certified to be married by law??

Pretty sure Adam & Eve weren't officially married before they did the badonkadonk.

Documents can't certify love, it only certifies an agreement. And if a document is what is needed to prove my commitment to my partner then I'd rather not be married at all because I don't want to stoop to such a low level.

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Let's move onto the physical part about being a virgin.

The only difference between a virgin and a girl who's had sex is a broken hymen. And it can't be about the broken hymen, SURELY..

How retarded can people be? According to this logic, is it safe to assume that any girl with a broken / torn hymen is not a virgin??

You do realize that girls can accidentally tear / damage their hymens by various non sexual ways, such as falling hard on the ground and landing on their privates or being hit down south with a big enough impact / stretching excessively (gymnasts and athletes) / fingering (YES it happens) or even using a wrongly sized tampon!!

You can tear your hymen without sex and even with sex, sometimes the hymen doesn't bleed when damaged.

It is not possible for a doctor to examine a woman's vagina and instantly determine whether she is a virgin or not JUST by looking at her hymen, or the absence of it.

So to all you hypocritical self-righteous girls out there judging other chicks for "not being virgins" - hey, you just might not be a virgin yourself, sucker!!!

All the hymen really is is a membrane that surrounds / partially covers your vajayjay. It's not a sign from god proving that you're holier than your other female friends because they've had sex and you haven't.

...Which is the point that I'm trying to get to.

I'm sick and tired of people concluding that girls who are not virgins = dirty cheap SLUTS.

Or that just because you ARE a virgin, you are supposedly "BETTER".

Sorry to break it to you boys and girls, but just because you haven't had sex before doesn't make you - IN ANY WAY - superior to a person who's already done the deed.

You simply just haven't gotten laid yet.

Are you considered "more innocent" or "Better" just because you haven't had sex? NO!

So get off your stupid high horse. In what way are you any different from a person who's already had sex?...

You have a tighter vagina, big deal. Betcha tampons hurt like a bitch.

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There are 3 kinds of people in this world -

1) People who get laid all the time

2) People who wanna get laid but can't

3) People who choose not to get laid

If you fall into category 2, sucks to be you.

If you fall into category 3 - Good on ya if you're waiting for "that perfect moment / someone"..

It's all very nice in theory but don't go around sticking your nose into other peoples business, making harsh judgements about them while forcing your own morals and views upon others just so ya feel better about not getting some.

Grow up!

There is so much more to a person's character that defines them rather than whether they are virgins or not. Your morals are IRRELEVANT to me.

Who the fuck are you, or your religion to judge me and other people?

I don't care what the bible says, because I'm not christian / catholic and I certainly don't believe in your god so your rules don't apply to me, ok?

Life is too precious and short to let my actions, decisions and thoughts become ultimately ruled by random ramblings in an ancient book, or by what others might think of me and what momma says.

Woe be to the person who has so many nonsensical rules to follow!!!

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P.S - Haven't given my stand on whether I am really a virgin or not, but as you could probably already tell, I am not interested in answering. Like I said, it's a trick question. I don't care what people think anyway, but it pisses me off when 'tards try to impose their views on me.

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P.P.S - I didn't write this post to encourage girls to lead a provocative lifestyle. I just hope people would be less ignorant and think that being a virgin is "better" or NOT being a virgin is "so cool / bad"

It's not cool / better / bad or anything of the sort.. At the end of the day, it's just a personal choice you make in your life - something that you can't get back once it's lost. But even so, it's not the end of the world when your virginity is gone - a new chapter in life begins as you embrace your sexuality, become more of an adult and discover things about yourself and your partner that you've never known before.

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P.P.P.S - I know there are a lot of girls out there who have lost their virginity to a guy whom they thought was the right one for them at the time but got dumped soon afterwards.. thus feeling very ashamed about what happened because they feel like they've lost something special and they really regret it.

If the next boy you meet really loves you, he wouldn't care about what happened in the past. In this case, the age old quote "Those who matter won't mind, and those who mind don't matter" is very applicable!

I'm sure you have SO MUCH more than just virginity to offer him. Who would have known that the boy you lost it to wouldn't have turned out the right one?

People in love take risks and chances, but it doesn't always pay off. Don't beat yourself up over it, it's not your fault. We shouldn't punish ourselves or our current / future loved ones for the mistakes those who've hurt us have made.

Life is too short for regrets.. Every mistake is a lesson in disguise, just be careful who you let in next time.

I just want to tell you that you're still beautiful, virgin or not. ♥

xoxo,
Jess

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There we have it.

Some girls will definitely understand this, but some will not.

P.S: Edited the spacings to better fit my blog. ._.

But really,
sometimes all you need to do is look past a person's differences or flaws,
and just accept that person for who he/she is.

Its not a crime to be different, special or unique.
(It it were what a boring world we would be living in)

Quoted from somewhere (I kinda forgot where i read this),

You were born limited edition,
So don't die an imitation.

Everyone is special.
Dont forget that.

;)

Happy 1/1/11.

2011-01-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hello~

Happy New Year everyone!

Yes I know I'm (almost) a day late.
Sorry~

Here's my New Year's Resolutions.
(In no particular order tho.)

1)STUDY HARD FOR O'S. (like seriously no play all study. ):)

2)To stop procrastinating.

3)To stop being naive. I swear I'm way too gullible. I need to wisen up.

4)Be more dedicated to my blog. (despite the whole all study thingy. I CANNOT CONTINUE TO NEGLECT MY BLOG.)

5)Blog more.

6)I promise to be a good girl.

7)Continue to play my saxophone even though I'm no longer in band. (I had personal conflicts w the conductor grr.)

8)Stop neglecting my piano.

9)Actually bother to go learn a new song on the piano.

10)To not procrastinate and actually try to accomplish my resolutions.

I promise to blog soon!
(I hope I do.)

HAPPY NEW YEAR! <3

Something I really hate.

2010-12-29T20:39:00.002+08:00

Okay this post is going to be very wordy because im purely ranting right now.

Just minutes ago, I asked my mum, "where did my chocolates go?".

YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAID?!?!?

'Oh. It's yours? I brought it out give people already.'

Like that I confirm angry/annoyed what!

People xin xin ku ku wrap up the chocolates and give it to me for xmas presents and she just take and give!

She said that she didnt know its mine.

Fine granted that my name wasnt on the chocolates BUT IT WAS W MY OTHER XMAS PRESENTS AS WELL.

somemore i put nicely tgt w the present she and my sister gave me leh!

If its just one box maybe i can close one eye.
BUT FOUR TO FIVE BOXES?!?!?

ALL DIFFERENT ONE SOMEMORE WHAT THE HELL.

the only one left is the Lindor one.

THE REST ALL FUCKING GONE YOU KNOW.

I dont like it when people take things and dont even bother to ask who it belongs to.
Just because it was a common area DOESNT MEAN IT DOESNT BELONG TO ANYBODY.

then after that she still say that the chocolates she can buy back one.

YA CORRECT CAN BUY BACK BUT ITS JUST A REPLACEMENT/SUBSTITUTE ALSO NOT AS IF ITS THE ORIGINAL PRESENT FROM THE PERSON WHO GAVE IT TO ME W THEIR 'THOUGHTS THAT COUNT' YOU KNOW.

If she asked me whether she can give it away I will gladly let her take it.

BUT WTF SHE DOESNT ASK WHO IT BELONGS TO AND IF I DIDNT QUESTION WHERE IT IS I WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT HAPPEN TO IT.

People never eat doesnt mean that it doesnt belong to them leh.

You know I was saving up the chocolates so that tomorrow when I see my new sec one juniors during last day of orientation I can give to them to eat.

THEN IN THE END LEFT ONE BOX HOW YOU WANT ME TO FEED ONE WHOLE BLOODY CLASS W SUCH A SMALL BOX.

I'm not angry because she went to give my chocolates okay.

I'm angry because SHE DIDNT BOTHER TO ASK.

I fucking hate it when people assume things or jump to conclusions.

I FUCKING HATE IT.

No name on it doesnt mean it doesnt belong to someone.
Just because there is no name there doesnt mean you can assume it belongs to nobody.
Just because I didnt ask doesnt mean you dont have the responsibility to find out who it belongs to.

not just this matter also.

So many other things ppl also just assume assume assume.

WTF LA ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS OPEN YOUR MOUTH AND BLOODY ASK INSTEAD OF JUMPING TO CONCLUSIONS.

Brrrrrr.

2010-12-29T20:00:00.000+08:00

Ice skating~

Hello from Kallang!

Justin, Caleb, Nigel, Eunice, Carissa, Rachael.

Poor Nigel got kicked in the balls hahahah.

The boys do really weird things.

See what I mean?

'Let me down', he says.

Round 2.

Nigel's turn!

Round 3.

Last person left.

You see, that Caleb so violent.

Got accidentally punched by him lor.

Made Justin fall quite a number of times heheheheh.

Carissa, please don't kill me if I spelt your name wrongly (again).

We went to Vivo for dinner after and met up w Sandy as well!

No she's not an underwater squirrel.

No pictures, Eunice dear didnt take any.

Anyway~

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

(even though it's a little in between lol.)

Go fly kite.

2010-12-28T16:15:00.002+08:00

Hello~

Okay I know this is overdue.

BUT AT LEAST I GOT IT UP!!!!! <3

Otw to Marina Barrage~

You know the kite that BK brought was huge?

like literally.

It's wingspan is wider than my arms when stretched out!

Not a very good example of the size but you can more or less see.

THE WIND SUCKED.

After which, it started to rain (while being crazily sunny at the same time).

So, we proceeded to the sheltered area downstairs to talk/play games/eat.

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Nini and I ended up with a bitch fight.

See!

Okay we were actually playing hahahah.

TKD masters, Nini and the birthday boy *bows in respect*

The rain obviously stopped after awhile, but the sun was horrendously hot.

Thats some of us complaining about the lack of wind + the terrible weather.

Check out my first class pose *flicks hair*

OKAY THATS IT ABRUPT ENDING.
lol.

Sorry~

COMING UP.

2010-12-27T21:54:00.002+08:00

Hello!

sorry for the lack of updates, my laptop was at repairs~

COMING UP:

(not in any particular or chronological order)

Kite Flying / Baikuan's birthday!

Ice Skating!

Flea markets w my awesome Nik.

Wavehouse / Cousin Yang's birthday!

NCO outing @ ECP.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

Glitz & Glamour / Xmas party @ Bethany Presbyterian (That's the church I go to!)

OKAY I PROMISE I WILL BE QUICKER THIS TIME OKAY. <3

olleh.

2010-11-30T14:24:00.003+08:00

Hello world.

I swear I'm either too busy or just too lazy.

Been alittle busy these days with HeyFellas.
I'm playing around w codes but too bad for me, I'm an HTML idiot.

ANYONE OUT THERE THAT IS A HTML/PHP GENIUS???????

Back.

2010-11-19T02:55:00.001+08:00

Bought this pig-rabbit from You're Beautiful in taiwan!

heheheh.

anyway i just got home from taiwan.

NEED.TO.SLEEP.

2010-11-02T23:03:00.002+08:00

Because I would do anything, for you to smile again.

Please. Please don't cry. It hurts to see you that way.
And I'm feeling all useless because I don't know how I can make you feel better.

):

2010-10-27T11:31:00.002+08:00

Shin Se Kyung and Jonghyun and dating ):
Saw allkpop's tweet and their post on their site this morning.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

at least they look nice together. ._.

click here if you haven't saw the post.

meh shall stop thinking about this.

hello.

2010-10-26T23:09:00.001+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

anyone out there willing to lend me a proper working camera?
I need one for taiwan. ):

I promise to take care of it!

Because they are important.

2010-10-16T23:00:00.001+08:00

Friends.

They can come from anywhere in your life.

From school.

From randomly playing basketball together two years ago.

From CCAs.

From Legacy ♥

Claris, Xinyi, Rad.

Gary.

Fee.

Even some others whom pictures may not be here.

Even when you've never thought you would never know someone.

For starters, I used to just be a reader of Shavvn.
Thinking, ah, I'll never know what kind of a person he is anyway.

Because life is unexpected.

Now we're good friends.

Is life unpredictable?

If it wasn't, how is it life?

Some people hate their family.
I feel blessed for mine.

Because sometimes, all it takes is a little smile.

Someone had once asked me this before,

"What do you want to be when you grow up?"

My answer?

"Happy".

Hi, I miss you.

2010-10-10T01:58:00.003+08:00

HELLO PARRY PEOPLE I COULDNT SLEEP AND STARTED THINKING OF YOU PEOPLE CAN WE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GO OUT SOON THE LAST TIME WE WENT OUT WAS WHAT, END OF LAST LAST YEAR??!!

HI, I MISS NICOLE NIKKI JOLINA SIMHWEE MARIANNE VERNON HOWARD NIGEL SHONIT EUGENE LELAND.

can we hurry up and plan something again. ):

2010-10-04T19:01:00.002+08:00

Do you remember the times we had?

-_-

2010-10-03T02:04:00.003+08:00

On hiatus till after exams.

Drink Drank Drunk.

2010-09-30T00:00:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!
this is Part 3 of the short story Choices You Make.
Part one: Coffee Stained Jeans, click here.
Part two: Valentine's, click here.

To comment, click the "_ Credits Inserted." link beside the date.
How the story continues is based by your decisions. ;D
Have fun reading!

Normal school days had resumed, and the four had gotten on better terms.
Eating together at lunch, the girls’ at school were always shooting looks of jealousy and hate at Ryn.
She started having the feeling of being the most hated girl in school.
Just because she was such good friends with the cutest and most popular guys in school.

She had even gotten threat remarks from someone named Celeste...

The twins had arranged a whole afternoon worth of programmes.
Shawn and Ryn had no choice but to go along with it, as usual.

Due to some school events, they had to fill up some forms.

“Hmm, I’m more or less done with this. How do you fill this up?”

Ryn looked over Shawn’s shoulder to see how he did his form, before spotting his birthdate.

“HOW COME YOU WROTE MY BIRTHDAY?”

They both stared at each other with uncomprehending faces.
He proceeded to look at Ryn’s form, to realize that they had the same birthday.
They both turned to look at the twins.

“YOU MEAN YOU TWO KNEW WE HAD THE SAME BIRTHDAY?”
They practically shouted the question at the twins.

“Yeah, we knew.”
The twins reacted in the same way, as twins would.

Today’s plans were in fact a pre-celebration.

They were dragged all over Singapore, to the beach, a movie, and then a trip home.
They were apparently ordered to change into something nice.

The Next Day

Ryn awoke with her head throbbing.
Remembering nothing from the previous night, she looked around to register where she was.
She was in Andy’s room, on his bed.
The twins were both on the floor, dead to the world.
Andy was drooling, most probably dreaming of hot chicks.
She presumed that they all got drunk and crashed at the twins’ place.
And she thought that nothing happened considering the twins were on the carpeted floor.

But, she froze in place when she turned to her left.
Shawn was sleeping soundly beside her.
Looking all innocent and kissable.

Should I?
But it’s…
Kind of wrong…

A million thoughts ran through her mind.
She bent down, closer and closer towards Shawn.

When her lips were centimeters away from his, his eyes fluttered open.
She shot back up to a sitting position, flushing red.
Acting as if nothing happened, she proceeded to kick the twins to wake them up.

The silence in the room seemed like an eternity.

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A quarrel broke out a week later!
Who is it between?
1) Zack&Shawn
2) Andy&Shawn
3) Andy&Zack

remember to comment on how the story shouold continue!!

(L).

COMING UP.

2010-09-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

Part three is coming up soon!
stay tuned. :D

Valentine's

2010-08-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

Helloooooooooooooooooooo.
Part two of the short story, Choices You Make.

Text in italic means in the head, like talking to themselves sort of thing!
text in Red refer to speech by Ryn,
and text in orange refers to speech by Shawn.
This is for better reference and in case any of you dont know who's saying what. (:

For part 1, Coffee Stained Jeans, click HERE. :D

To comment, press the _ credits inserted link beside the date! <:

The brothers both set out at the same time.
Zach was off to Shawn's place, and Andy to Ryn's.
They each dragged an unwilling party to Kallang.
Kallang Leisure Park, to be exact.
The brothers had set them up on an ice-skating date.

On Valentine's.

Shawn was the best skater Ryn ever knew.
She was a lousy skater to begin with.

The twins had practically dumped the both of them at the rink, intending only to ‘pick them up’ hours later.

“If we’re going to be stuck here, might as well make the best of it.”

She dragged him onto the rink, stumbling like a little child at the same time.

“You have to teach me how to skate! And if I fall it’s your fault!”

Shawn had playfully ignored Ryn’s comments, and proceeded to go for a round around the rink.
He did leave her grabbing to the sides for dear life.

When he came back from his second round, Ryn swore that she felt all the females’ present swoon over him.
She was jealous, she wondered why.

“Don’t leave me all alone here! You know I can’t skate well,” Ryn pouted like a little girl.

Jokingly, Shawn had slightly pushed Ryn forward.
She glided forward, before fumbling for Shawn.
She grabbed onto Shawn’s arm, causing him to fall along with her.
As they sit on the ice staring at each other, Ryn burst into laughter.
Shawn smiled, slightly laughing as well.

Shawn-
This warm and fuzzy feeling…
What does it mean?
She’s right there in front of me,
So close.
Yet I can’t let myself get close to her.
I can’t.
But I want to.

Ryn had noticed Shawn’s laughter, but his sudden change in attitude had her thinking.
Why did he pretend to not like being with her?

The rest of the time spent there was filled with high-pitched squeals from Ryn, teasing from Shawn, and the grabbing of Shawn’s arm.

When two hours were up, they left the rink.
Ryn was giggling to herself when Shawn had walked ahead of her to the cinema.
'Hey, want to catch a movie?'
'Okay, but no horror okay!'

In the theater-

'You meanie! i specifically told you no horror! No wonder you didn't allow me to take a look at the ticket stubs!'
'HAHAH BUT ITS FUNNY TO SEE YOU SO SCARED!'
'You horrible horrible person, now I'm going to have nightmares. How're you going to make up for my lack of beauty sleep! So mean.' (sad face)

The movie wasn't all that bad, the two had a pretty fun time.
As Ryn buried her head into Shawn's shoulders, he was pretty much laughing at her most of the time.

When the time was up, the duo had met with the twins, for some dinner.
Now that's, a first.

During dinner, Ryn was spacing out.

Ryn-
Hmmmm i wonder what Andy will do for my birthday..

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It's Ryn's birthday coming up!
What do you want Andy/Zach to do?
Choose one!

1) Andy - Give her flowers.
2) Zach - Give her flowers.
3) The Twins - A surprise party.
4) Nothing.

This story has nothing to do
with any character in
real life nor is meant to
portray anyone in particular.

Karma.

2010-08-27T15:02:00.000+08:00

Call me Karma, babe.
And Karma's a bitch.

- 90210 ; Jen Clarke

SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT.

2010-08-23T23:19:00.003+08:00

Hello worldz.

Part two of Choices You Make (that's the short story!), Valentine's, will be coming out on the 30th of August 2010, at 12AM sharp!

DONT MISS IT OKAY.

Hope you guys will like part two. :>

I shall disappear for another half month.
Will update on overdue photos soon (if i have time) !

AND REALLY OVERDUE POSTS LIKE SYMPOSIUM WTF.

my lappie crashed and i have a backup copy...
somewhere.

Just a short summary :
Went for the Gala Premiere of Step Up 3D, all thanks to Teenage Magazine!
Brought along my wonderful friend Edwin Goh.
Yes, the fighting spiders dude, the one playing Soon Lee.
THE SHOW WAS AWESOME I TELL YOU.

Some things happened in between the week.
To you,
You doubted me and didnt trust me.
Now when this happens, you say you can trust me now.
But how do I know whether I can trust you when you betrayed that trust i put so wholeheartedly into you?
Go think about it.
Think about how sometimes saying sorry sincerely wont kill you.

anyway, caught Frozen w Shawn as well, and he got a haircut after that.
Please do not watch frozen, whether you are over 18 or not.

Apart from the digustingly gross scenes,

[serious spoiler if you want to go watch.]
(like bones sticking out, bad frostbite, getting ripped to shreds, half of a corpse, bloodied snow etc etc.)

the show is pretty much short, uninteresting and really, a waste of time.
I summed up the whole show to my cousin Peier in 5 minutes!
Both Shawn and I wanted it to be over so badly.

EY WHO SUGGESTED THAT IT WAS NICE ONE AH.
OWN UP NOW OWN UP NOW.
just kidding.

but seriously,
JUST DONT WATCH.
want to watch also watch the expandables, HEARD ITS REALLY GOOD.

dont forget, stay tuned for part two! <3

(L).

Irony.

2010-08-21T22:33:00.002+08:00

Hi, this space is officially dead.
Im gonna continue w the next portion of the short story soon, so dont die on me okay! <3

sorry if im slow. ):

K.

2010-08-09T23:53:00.001+08:00

Because it's no longer dark.

fool.

2010-08-08T11:46:00.000+08:00

rehsa.

2010-08-06T16:27:00.003+08:00

Even though i miss you, I cant say a word.
Even though you're right in front of me, you're actually a million miles away.
Even though you look the same, you've changed inside.
Even though you've liked girl after girl, I still feel the same.
Even though it hurts even more than it used to.

Even with everything you've done, I still can't fall out of love w you.

Coffee Stained Jeans.

2010-07-30T16:06:00.005+08:00

Hello world.
Since I'm bored out of my mind since dk when, I started writing a
ridiculously long short story.
I shall upload bit by bit, and you can give suggestions on how to continue,
who should fall in love w who etc. hope you enjoy, and dont bother leaving nasty
comments cause it wont affect me. (:

To comment, press the ' _ Credits Inserted ' link beside the date. (:

Sunday afternoons are boring.
They always are, unless you're doing something, of course.
Ryn and Andy were studying at Starbucks, like they always do every Sunday afternoon.
This week, they decided on The Grand Cathay.
As they sat down and took their laptops out, Andy suddenly froze in place, as if his nemesis was right before him.
Ryn followed his gaze to spot a pair of twin brothers, a pair of twin brothers with jaw-dropping looks.
She snapped back to position, face ablaze with heat.

Her heart screaming with delight, she stammered her first few words.
'An-Andy, do you know those guys that look like Zach?'
His reply sparked a chain reaction.
'That's no friend of mine, that's my older twin brother with his pet dog best friend.'
The sarcasm in his voice made Ryn turn to take glances at the two again.

Not once, but twice.

'THEY look like twin brothers.'
'Yes they do, Shawn looks even more like him than I do.'
'Shawn?'
'Yes, Shawn. That guy with the perfect hair and the perfect looks. The guy who looks EXACTLY like Zach.'
'You never mentioned that Zach had such a dreamy best friend.'
'You're actually interested in him? Which nerve in your brain did you fry this time?'
'No I'm not. Stop making useless assumptions. I’m going to get my cup of coffee, so stop snarling and get to work already.'

After Ryn bought her cup of coffee, she slowly made her way back.
Looking out the glass windows, she pondered over the sour relation between Zach and Andy while making her way back.
She knew his dislike for him, but she didn't know it was to this extent.

At that spilt second, she lost her footing.
She dropped her cup of coffee instinctively, as a reflex action to break her fall.

The next thing she knew, she was in Shawn's arms.

Or maybe that was Zach, she wasn't too sure on who was who.
Andy and Zach both rushed over, and Ryn was pulled away from Shawn.
The next moment seemed like an eternity.
Andy and Zach were competing in a mental war, glaring at each other as if there were only two of them there.
Ryn and Shawn exchanged confused glances, before Ryn slapped Andy back into reality.

‘Why do you always fight with Zach?! Both of you, stop it now!’

Andy gave Ryn a look filled with hurt.
One that she has never saw before.
She felt regretful, before she realised she had a situation on her hands.
She turned back to Shawn, who was now looking down at his coffee-stained jeans.

'Oh. My. God. I am sorry. I really am. O-M-G what am I supposed to do now?'

Jokingly, Zach said, 'You could always pay Shawn back with a date,' with a tinge of sarcasm, of course.
Both Shawn and Ryn turned to stare at Zach with disbelief.
They had obviously flushed red.
Before Ryn could utter a word of disagreement, Andy had to cut in.

'That's the first and last thing I'm going to agree on with him.'

They had no choice.
What could they do about a pair of actual twin brothers agreeing on something?
Andy and Zach then decided on a date, venue and time.
They had decided on Valentine’s Day, how expected.
They had taken Ryn and Shawn's phones, exchanging contact numbers.
All they could do, was watch in disbelief.

Everything else that happened after that was a blur to her.

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Where do you want the date to be?

a) Ice Skating.
b) Movies.
c) Dinner.

heeheehee dear Huixian had a part to play w this too!

btw, all names here are used based on pure randomness and are not chosen to portray any particular person in real life.
I've switch some names from the originals btw. :D

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dead.

2010-07-27T23:39:00.005+08:00

Blog on hiatus.

I need to pass my exams.

I like my middle name. Who's ever heard of someone else called Aeryn?

HAPPYNESS.

2010-07-19T00:00:00.001+08:00

Cause all i want is for you to be happy.

I miss the old you,

the you three months ago.

Where'd you go?

HOCUS POCUS.

2010-07-10T20:49:00.005+08:00

HELLO WORLD. :D

hahahah, sorry, i'm a little high from the sugar from my freshly baked cookies hehe.

I'm laughing so hard at Nicholas Cage's hair my stomach hurts already!

HAHAHAHAH REMINDS ME OF MEDUSA.
just without the snakesends of course hahahah.

When i first heard about this movie, it reminded me of a really really really really REALLYYYYYY old Disney show, the one where Mickey Mouse took his master's wizard hat and got the place flooded. :>

As the movie poster said, It's the coolest job ever.

Y TO THE E TO THE S i would gladly ditch school to save the world.
:D

If i was a soccerer's apprentice, i would love to use my powers for...

1) Create a TRUTH pill.

Of course a temporary one!
or maybe a permanent one heeheehee.

Arent you sick and tired of hearing lies from someone when all you want to hear is the damn truth? (ofc the truth hurts but sometimes ppl just want honesty.)

This could come in handy!

For example, if you think your boyf/girlf/spouse is cheating on you,

POP A PILL INTO HIS/HER DRINK!

voila, problem solved.
just ask away whatever you want to know, be it ' Do you think I am fat? ' or ' ARE YOU CHEATING?! ' kind of questions. (:

2) STFU pill.

Works the exact same way as the truth pill, just that this one has a mute effect!
wonderful on ppl who annoy you.

3) The ability to TELEPORT!

THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN ANYMORE!

If you forgot to bring something out/to school, problem solved.
Forgot your house keys? check.
Checking if a boyf/girlf/spouse is cheating? CHECK.

but of course that would be bad if a thief teleported into your house eh?
looks like security systems have to deal w that.

Imagine, if one fine day.
It's 7am in the morning and you just woke up.
No worries! all you have to do is the wash up, get changed,

AND TELEPORT TO SCHOOL.

saves loads on transportation fees!
helps w global warming too. :D

That would be my top three powers that i want!
the list can go on
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okay you get my point.

anyway,

CHECK OUT THE TRAILER!

COOL OR WHAT.

Walt Disney Studios, producer Jerry Bruckheimer and director Jon Turteltaub, the creators of the “National Treasure” franchise, present THE SORCERER’S APPRENTICE — an innovative and epic comedy adventure about a sorcerer and his hapless apprentice who are swept into the center of an ancient conflict between good and evil.

Balthazar Blake (NICOLAS CAGE) is a master sorcerer in modern-day Manhattan trying to defend the city from his arch-nemesis, Maxim Horvath (ALFRED MOLINA). Balthazar can’t do it alone, so he recruits Dave Stutler (JAY BARUCHEL), a seemingly average guy who demonstrates hidden potential, as his reluctant protégé. The sorcerer gives his unwilling accomplice a crash course in the art and science of magic, and together, these unlikely partners work to stop the forces of darkness. It’ll take all the courage Dave can muster to survive his training, save the city and get the girl as he becomes THE SORCERER’S APPRENTICE. The screenplay is by Matt Lopez and Doug Miro & Carlo Bernard from a screen story by Matt Lopez and Larry Konner & Mark Rosenthal.

woah the Matt Lopez guy reminds me of Matthew Lopez.

hahahah sorry for digressing.

REMEMBER TO CHECK OUT THEIR OFFICIAL SITE TOO!
Click here to fly away on a magical broomstick.

Dont forget to catch The Sorcerer's Apprentice, starting from 22nd July 2010, and join the Walt Disney Studios Singapore official Facebook and Twitter page!

Be prepared, for your minds to be blown.

STUPID PIE. ♥

2010-07-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALWIN FESTUS THOMAS AN WEN!

Time passes fast eh?

Don't forget your birthday present from me,

and DESPICABLE ME!

omg those small yellow people so cute. :D

HELP ME SAY HI TO YOUR PARENTS+ SIS kay. :D

and btw rmb to study hard, just because i said the same thing two/one year(s) back doesnt mean that you wont hear it again. :D

hope you get freaking high GPA okay!

heeheehee I hope you like your pressie when you get it. (:

(L).

Breathe, because it's so damn hard to.

2010-07-03T22:25:00.007+08:00

How does someone that made you so mad, make you so sad?

Was Asher ever worth my tears?

Because even now, it still hurts.

By the way, Happy Birthday.

I miss the way you are vain. I miss the breaks on wednesday nights. I miss your phone calls. I miss those texts. I miss the bus rides. I miss the way you call me babe. I miss poking you. I miss sitting with you in your room. I miss your family. I miss the way you mess my hair and the way i mess yours. I miss eating dinner with you. I miss spending time with you. I miss the way you disturb others. I miss the way you blushed. And how you would wait for me to end classes. I miss the old you. I miss that day at Plaza Sing. I miss the times at your place. How you would kill my phone batt by playing angry birds. I miss the times you'd go with me to my workplace. Your voice. Your smile. Your laughter. Your smell. Your hugs. Your hands. Your kisses. I miss you. So much, that it hurts. It isn't the goodbye that hurts. It's the flashbacks. From every single little detail that are reminders in my everyday life. From that wine bottle on my table. The studying at your living room. From greenbean. From passing Mdm Ang's and Ms Hong's classrooms. From seeing the track runners. From being at the taf sessions. From passing by your house. From walking past you as if I don't know you. From seeing 4e3. From seeing my stitch. Someone please, just tell me how. How, so i can let you go, and drop you from my life. I want to able to just stop thinking of you. To just let you go.

Because it hurts inside.

LIES.

2010-06-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

You lied when you told me to wait.

LOVE.

2010-06-12T13:15:00.000+08:00

Cinderella walked on broken glass.
Sleeping beauty let a whole lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast.
Jasmine married a common thief.
Ariel walked on land for love and life.
Snow white barely escaped a knife.
It was all about blood, sweat, and tears,

because love means facing your biggest fears.

(L).

REEBONZ

2010-06-07T12:46:00.001+08:00

Pronounced Ribbons. :D

They're having a 99% sale, is that cool or what.

there are so many things you'll go gaga.

Check it out okay!

http://www.reebonz.com/s/wLd

(Sorry for such a short post w no elaborations, Im super busy today!)

(L).

THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE.

2010-06-05T23:40:00.001+08:00

Sometimes all you need is a little love from the little things in life. ♥

I NEED TO SHOOT MYSELF IN THE HEAD.

2010-06-02T16:08:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD.

will update asap once i find my camera cables etc.

1) NUFFNANG SYMPOSIUM. I'm like the last to blog about it major FML.
2) USS with Family! (mine + extended = 12 people total)
3) Bonding Camp. :D
4) Any other random update that i may have missed out.

(L).

PRESS REWIND.

2010-05-18T21:40:00.004+08:00

PRINCE OF PERSIA FTW.

hahah sorry for being random. i played the game before you know!
mad awesome.

anywayyyyyyyyyy.
you guys definitely heard about the movie, Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time correct?

here's a picture to egg you guys on to go watch. :D

Here's the trailer!
(I'm so very sorry if you cant see anyt, and its clearly here in the post in html but my computer cant see it either. oh well!)

COOL OR WHAT.
love the computer effects/graphics!

and dont you think the main actor/actress have awesome looks?

Definitely way better then some.

Would you want to hit rewind and redo something in your life?

LIKE HELL I WOULD.

not gonna rewind to april'10, it's really nonsensical if you look at it.
the month of May is equally sarcastic.

anyway.

If i could rewind time, i would go back to prelims in '07.
Where life was apparently much better than now.

Even tho me and Kel didnt like each other at first(that was like in '05 HAHAHAH) , we still ended up as besties.
It's not how you see the person buaykeyan etc.
It's how you choose to judge his/her character.

And when ppl scold you saying dont make assumptions, many millions of other ppl out there are making assumptions EVERY SINGLE MINUTE.

like for example, i saw this on twitter just now.

I'm mistaken for a flirt when I'm friendly.
I'm mistaken for a bitch when I'm blunt.
I'm mistaken for sad when I'm alone.
I'm mistaken for shy when I'm quiet.
Quit assuming and get to know me.

I really agree with this.

I'm not the only girl with more guy contacts than girls.
even so, when you take a look at my inbox, MAJORITY GIRLS MSG.
maybe i'll have a few msgs from guys here and there, like from my cheerleading seniors to my alumni.
Unlike some people, almost every single message is from the opposite sex.
Know anyone like this?
I definitely do.

When i'm straightforward with some ppl and tell them my honest opinion, they just think i'm a bitch. Esp when it comes to whoever's personalities or character.

I know i have a foot in mouth disease where i dont exactly think through everything i say.
I still do think, but it some just comes out. it's coined verbal diarrhea for a reason.
Sorry for being blunt. -.-
I'm still me no matter what anyone does. too bad. ^^

People like to assume so much, taking on masks everywhere they go.
I believe every single person has at least two masks/faces in life.

And i dont mean the literal masks like in plays etc.
What im referring to is the two-faced hypocritical mask.

I admit I may be hypocritical at times.
at least not like some people.
In front of you, act all sweet and nice, but behind your back backstabbing like some stupid bitch.
very si wen bai lei you know.

anyway.

the main reason why i want to go back to prelims '07, is because thats where i was probably most happy.
being with your best friend everyday does warrant the two to stick together like super glue.

I rmb i'll be at kel's place till dinner time or so!
or maybe slightly earlier to go home and eat hahahah.

I miss those times where you would actually go out and jump around and play instead of playing silly games on the computer or desperately mugging for some major exam.
(not that ALL games are silly i'm just saying some.)

Even though i had two prelims instead of many others usual of one, the time i spend mugging with my beloved classmates are way better than mugging now.
(did i even study for my prelims?)
The sense of class unity is an unbreakable bond.
Maybe some people wont know what kind of feeling this is because they've never been in a united class.
My p6 class may have sucked in some ways or another but at least we know we love each other.
(obviously not in the lesbian way.)

But, I know that time travel is kind of impossible.
You need to travel 11968 times over 748 days in the Mir space station just to go 0.02seconds into the future.

No i wasn't bullshitting. i've even included the link. credits to OMG-facts.com. ^^

oh, and after saying so much you must want to know the synopsis.

From the team that brought the “Pirates of the Caribbean” trilogy to the big screen, Walt Disney Pictures and Jerry Bruckheimer Films present PRINCE OF PERSIA: THE SANDS OF TIME, an epic action-adventure set in the mystical lands of Persia. A rogue prince (JAKE GYLLENHAAL) reluctantly joins forces with a mysterious princess (GEMMA ARTERTON) and together, they race against dark forces to safeguard an ancient dagger capable of releasing the Sands of Time—a gift from the gods that can reverse time and allow its possessor to rule the world.

some random notes!

Director Mike Newell’s credits include “Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire,” “Donnie Brasco,” starring Al Pacino and Johnny Depp, “Pushing Tin,” “Four Weddings and a Funeral” and “Dance With A Stranger.”
Among numerous other awards and nominations, Jerry Bruckheimer Films have been honored with 41 Academy Award^® nominations, with six wins, and 23 Golden Globe^® nominations, with four wins.
PRINCE OF PERSIA: THE SANDS OF TIME was filmed near Marrakesh, Ouarzazate and Erfoud, Morocco, as well as hugely scaled sets constructed at Pinewood Studios in Great Britain.

visit that site here!

Catch Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time Movie starting from 27^thMay 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!

HURRY UP AND GO WATCH ONCE IT COMES OUT OKAY. :D

(L).

THANKS.

2010-05-18T21:38:00.002+08:00

Thanks for increasing my blog stats/views, its really appreciated.
Whether you came as a regular or a hater, it doesnt make a difference.
it still raised my amt of views, no? :D

thanks anyway. ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ♥

2010-05-16T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVE DICKSON ONG YUAN KAI!

Hope that everything goes well for you kay. :D

happy 18th! ♥

by the way, your very overdue letter is still with me.
Remember to collect it along with your birthday present! ^^

(L).

I PLEDGE TO...

2010-05-07T16:20:00.002+08:00

I pledge to...

spend more time with all my family members!

its really stupid, my weekly schedule.

Monday: School, CCA, home at around dinner time.
Tuesday: School, house practice(school event) OR Chinese tuition, home around dinner time.
Wednesday: School, Chinese tuition, A math tuition, home around 9-10pm.
Thursday:School, CCA/ Chinese tuition, E math tuition/Cheerleading, Home around 9pm.
Friday:School, A math tuition, English tuition, home around 10-11pm.
Saturday: School, Church. Home after dinner.
Sunday: Cheerleading. Home after dinner.

See my schedule!
ppl say that im crazy to have so many things. ._.

im going to spend more time w my family cause lately it really has been very very busy for me.
WHY DID MY DRAMA 'O' LEVELS HAVE TO START ALR. D:

because mother's day is near, i really want to bring my dear mum out but idk where to go. D:

When's father's day?

Anyway, here's more about the National Family Celebrations 2010~!

NATIONAL FAMILY CELEBRATIONS 2010 (NFC 2010)

Organised by the National Family Council, National Family Celebrations is an annual event which celebrates and reinforces the importance of families and family life. This year, Singaporeans are encouraged to make a personal commitment to their families by being a part of the Singapore Family Pledge Movement.

To provide opportunities for Singaporeans to follow through on the pledges to their families, there are a myriad of activities under the NFC 2010 calendar – which will interest the young, the old, and everyone in between! NFC 2010 will be held from 25 May to 26 June 2010, and this year marks the 25^th Anniversary of the Celebrations. For more information on NFC 2010, visit www.nfc.sg.

It would be really lovely to spend a whole day out w my family members. :D

What are you guys waiting for?
Spend more time w your family members! <3

(L).

MTWTFSS.

2010-05-01T10:21:00.002+08:00

Welcome to May.

you see the week?

Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday.

After Monday and Tuesday, even the week says WTF.

MTWTFSS.

Sorry, I'm utterly bored.

(L).

♥

2010-04-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

I love you.

GOSH.

2010-04-20T23:23:00.001+08:00

spare me please, tvym.

stop spamming me on fb, i would appreciate it. ._.

anyt, ask in school.

(L).

13TH APRIL 2008. ♥

2010-04-13T22:46:00.007+08:00

Time flies, it really does.

In a blink of an eye, I've officially know you for two years.

i know i like to call you stupid, but you know you have a friend in me. ^^
you know i like calling you dumb, Aloysius.

I like your gay voice over the phone, and i love the way you defend yourself saying you're not.
YOU KNOW YOU SOUND GAY.
hahah kidding.
You are way too dependent on me, even needing me to help you upload your application.
It kinda feels weird when i dont help w all these stuffs ey.
Guess i got used to it.

let's continue hurling insults at each other,
even though we both know neither of us means it.
our neverending quarrels over stupid matters are a must too.

AND YOU CAN SING, YEAH RIGHT. :D
you are tone deaf. :B

But all i want you to know, that these years of friendship, as well as these two years, was really great. ^^

anyt for you. ♥

HAPPY SECOND YEAR ALLOY!

(L).

PFFT.

2010-04-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

pfft, childish kids.

just because you use vulgarities in scolding other ppl does not mean you eh sai.
this is you and me taiji you tell your friends f off.
this conversation between two of us your friends huan lo?
you want come step one beng go ahead.
cause just by looking at the way you reply can see you're just a little boy.
want to play this game?
wo feng pei dao di.

anyway,
give me a while and im going to upload NN symposium photos kay!
im alr chionging like crazy to transfer them. ._.

Give me a while! <3

(L).

ITS TOO BIG, DAMMIT.

2010-03-29T21:46:00.004+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHH.

sorry but im pretty unhappy now.

first of all lots of nonsense has been happening in school.

that aside.

the SG tank that cousin bought for me IS TOO BIG!

like serious wtf.
my sister was like going ' XS too small la! lucky you tell her buy S for you. '

NOW ITS TOO BIG!
like really effing too big.
can see my bra lah.

hmph.

I just emailed NUM's HQ to see what they can do abt it.

here was what i said.

Hey guys!

My cousin just recently bought a Singapore tank for me from the Citylink branch, and I would like to know if there any possibility that i could exchange it for a XS size instead of having a S size that is too big for me? It's totally brand new, hasn't been worn or washed!

Hope to hear from you guys soon!

Love, Charlene.

HOW!

seriously. TOO BIG FOR ME!
i dint know i was THAT small sized lor.

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NOT IN A GOOD MOOD.

2010-03-23T21:45:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLDDDDDDDDD.

I'm super tired as i just came back from my school's Prefect Investiture.
Mum came, and she was pretty shocked that i was promoted to Assistant Section Head (Administrative).

Just because it has something to do w admin doesnt mean i'll screw up, mum.

anyway.

IM SORRY FOR NOT POSTING MY BIRTHDAY PICTURES!
mum has no idea where the stupid cable is so i cant help it but to delay. D:

some photos have already made its way to FB as dear Lydia took some photos w her DSLR that day! <3

O LEVEL DRAMA RECORDING TODAY WAS A BLAST. <3
you would only ever understand what i mean if you actually was there to watch the sec fours.
DAWN, I PRAISE YOU FOR YOUR FREAKING GOOD WORK.
super super love. DAMN GOOD!

okay no videos cause its o level work so any recording apart from the actual video isnt allowed. ._.

Holidays was pretty screwed. ._.

Mon: School, Tuition.
Tuesday: Work.

Wednesday: Supposedly supposed to have ccamp. didnt, so i found my way to work instead. Went to The Cathay w Shawn at night! :D shall find pictures if i can.
Thursday: Work, Tuition.

Friday: Church. Tuition then work then tuition then yet another tuition. Mad insane.
Saturday: Slept in, super tired. Vocals, then i popped by Parkway Parade. It was either MRT ALLLLL the way over or 966 from Parkway. Bought cookies from Subway!
Chatted w Shawn at his workplace for awhile, then decided not to wait for him cause the bus ride would be 1++hour and he finishes at 10 odd. Mum was nagging at me to get there by 10.
Bus was mad cold.

Sunday: Work. Dinner-ed at home w my parents.
Smth happened at work. Oh well. Yknow, i dint cry just because Z scolded me kay. it was because of SOMETHING he said WHILE scolding me.
okay fine so maybe i was being slightly oversensitive.

okay shall stop ranting.

CROSSCOUNTRY FRIDAY OMFGZOMGWTFIMGONNADIE.
i dont wanna get asthma again! D:
everyone, pray that i dont get one! <3

Okay i need to bathe then sleep very urgently cause im super sleep-deprived.

LOVES! <3

Shall end w a damn big photo of a narcissistic me.
quality sucks, oh well.
Cant blame my phone for its quality ma. ._.

(L).

WHEN IN ROME, DO(N'T DO) WHAT THE ROMANS DO.

2010-03-19T00:22:00.002+08:00

Anyeong!

omg its like in the middleof the night and i have work tomorrow.
I MUST BE CRAZY. ._.

anyways.

I HEARD ABOUT WHEN IN ROME OMG OMG OMG OMG. <3

OMGGGGGGGGGG.

How can Beth take the coins from the fountain of love!
thats damn...
nuts?
i guess. O:

OMG BUT I DO LOVE ROME.

anyway.

here's the sypnosis!

An ambitious young New Yorker (Kristen Bell), disillusioned with romance, takes a whirlwind trip to Rome where she defiantly plucks magic coins from a ‘foolish’ fountain of love, inexplicably igniting the passion of an odd group of suitors: a sausage magnate (Danny Devito), a street magician (Jon Heder), an adoring painter (Will Arnett) and a self-admiring model (Dax Shepard). But when a charming reporter (Josh Duhamel) pursues her with equal zest, how will she know if his love is the real thing?

For me, I think that Nick(Josh Duhamel - CHARMING reporter) is the best choice!

for starters, i think he's the cutest out of that whole bunch.
seriously.
The self-admiring model guy doesnt even look hunky enough to be a model!
super omg. ._.

i think the part where the magician guy floated up to Beth's window is freaky.

stop at 1:44 or 1:45 to see what i mean.

FREAKY.

that just kicks him out of my list.
I dont think Beth would wanna date a weirdo!

secondly, dont you think Nick has a WAYYYYYYYYYY better job than all 4 of them?

reporter wor.

ANDANDANDANDAND

last reason that i picked him right,
is that if Beth did not pick the coins from the fountain of love,
(i think) Nick would still fall in love w her!

he met her at her sister's wedding anywayyyyyyyyyy.
plus got sparks when they met already hahahahah.

It would really be nice if my boyfriend is a very nice guy.

Nice in the sense that he's understanding.
like is patient with me (i have a temper. :x).
It would be really nice if he tried his best to understand what kind of problems I have instead of adding on to them!

and that understands that sometimes i need my own space(esp when i pms).
I admit i get moodswings, ESPECIALLY during that time of the month.
Most guys just dont get it when we say we need space or that we just dont feel like going out.
then they'll most likely ask and ask and ask and ask and ask and ask and ask.
like give me enough space, yet not total no communication.
like at least care enough to ask whether im feeling okay!

and msgs/calls me when i dont msg/call him!
communication is like so impt lor.
if i msg him and he whole day never reply i'll get pissed sooner or later.
Imagine if i see him talking to a female friend, laughing and joking.
then the rest of the day i sent probably like 1o smses to him w no reply at all.
then at the end of the day you call then he say 'no, i never receive anything' you'll get totally pissed right!

tell me who wont can.
._.

Who is YOUR ideal guy?

I want my ideal guy to be .......

SECRET. <3

Catch When In Rome Movie starting from 25th March 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!

And remember, dont take the coins out of the fountain of love if you go to Rome!

SARANGHAEYO. <3

(L).

GENIE.

2010-03-10T12:51:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOO.

Im in the comp lab in CME lesson listening to Genie right now playing from Deirdre's computer.

SNSD IS LOVE OMGGGGGGG.

waiting for my BB dairy hahahah.

OKAY GOING TO POP BY MIC FOR AWHILE LATER.

AND FELIX TAKER CARE OF YOURSELF LEHHHHHHHHHH.

drink more water if not your sore throat become infection. :D

(L).

FIND YOUR HEART, RINSE AND REPEAT.

2010-03-08T21:13:00.003+08:00

(Credit: thewhite-roses)

Sometimes, i wonder.

THANK YOU.

2010-02-28T13:58:00.001+08:00

THANKS ALL WHO CAME!

i love you guys to bits and pieces. <3

will upload all the photos to FB, and i'll blog about it soon!

AND THANK YOU FOR THE PRESENTS OMG I LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE MAD. <3

and thanks for all the wonderful memories. ^^

(L).

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

2010-02-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to Charlene,
Happy birthday to me!

I TURNED 15 MUAHHHAHAHA.
not that its a big deal la but hey, im one year older, one year wiser!

Love my Made In Candy birthday lollipops!

THANK YOU MADE IN CANDY FOR THE LOLLIPOPS, I LOVE THEM LOADS!

(L).

MADE IN CANDY IS LOVE.

2010-02-26T23:32:00.003+08:00

HELLO EARTHLINGS. <3

Just came back from United square,
Made In Candy gave me birthday lollipops!
Love them loads omg.
The one WeiJian gave me, the one thats pink with a heart shape in the middle, broke into smithereens.
it dropped from my bed. D:

No pictures of it unless you want to see its badly smashed up state! ._.

SOOOOOOOOOOOO,
Im left with only the one below. ^^

Yes i know i look spastic.
and i just cut my hair this afternoon!
i cut my fringe to be exact. <3
Lionel took this in class!
using my phone somemore tsk tsk tsk.
Can you see the 'HAPPY BDAY' in the middle?

Here's an ugly closeup of it. ^^

Made In Candy will be at Orchard Central over the weekend, at Level 1, just opposite the elevators.
I'll be there tmr morning!
hhahahahh. GO SUPPORT HOR.
they'll be selling Jars of Everything in Large, Medium and Small jars. :D

GO SPREAD THE LOVE.

<3

(L).

FANTASY WORLD.

2010-02-24T20:04:00.006+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

WHO MISSES ME? <3

Okay, that aside. I bet everyone heard about Tim Burton's latest movie, Alice In Wodnerland! <3

Visit http://www.awonderland.com.sg/,its the official site!

My favourite Character is the Cheshire cat, and his lovable grin! <3

And its really funny how he can disappear and appear and disappear again. <3

i rmb in the cartoon version he was purple and pink!^^

Here are some of the other characters. :D

The White Queen,

TweedleDee and TweedleDum,

The Mad Hatter,

And the Red Queen!
Yes, she's evil.

Watch the trailer here as well. <3

Was it nice?

I KNOW IT IS!
hate the stupid red queen, abuse the little piggy.
D:
Pigs are cute okay!

and dont you think that Alice should put the key on the floor before drinking that drink thingy from the bottle? LOL.

dont forget, rmb to watch Alice In Wonderland!

Catch Alice in Wonderland Movie starting from 4th March 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!

BIRTHDAYS.

2010-02-16T12:55:00.001+08:00

Hello hello hello hello! <3

im celebrating my birthday on th 27th,my birthday itself.
For those who i've invited over FB and have not replied, please reply ASAP!
for those w/o FB,
Like my dear parry classmate Eugene, SOMEONE TELL HIM OMG.

I have super little contacts. D:

okay anyway,
cause my place isnt exactly very big, my mum gave me a limit to th amt of ppl and said its by invite. ._.
If you dint receive an invite over FB and you want to come, please tell me! i may have missed out some ppl. D:

And if you're coming yet did not tell me if you have any allergies/vegeterian etc, PLEASE TELL ME ASAP TOO.
Currently only Apple has told me that she's Vegeterian, and Deirdre anything also can eat HAHAHAHHAHAH.
okay okay, respond quick kay! <3

FAST FORWARD.

2010-02-15T13:19:00.001+08:00

Goodbye, 15th year of a single Valentine's.

WHAT IS LOVE?

2010-02-10T23:34:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO. <3

Yes yes, i know everyone knows that Vday and CNY clashes on th same day.
who doesnt know that?
*entire blogosphere is quiet*
This is my ~~early~~ entry for Vday!

Love isint neccesarily abt being able to spend all your time with him/her.
(but yes obviously we do want to spend time.)

to me, love cant be described.

When i loved someone, all i wanted was for him to be happy.
Maybe i'll feel a little neglected, maybe i'll feel a little unhappy.
But i can put up with anything just because im in love with that person.

Maybe i shall talk about a little love story of mine.

All names have been changed, apart from mine to protect their confidentiality.
but some of you alr know who im talking abt so heck. ^^

Zach was my senior in school.
We were in th same cca.
We just clicked. there was no hesitation, no awkward-ness between us.
Then on, we became a couple.
i would say i was really happy.
happier than now of course.

then, one day (around early feb'08) as i was heading home with Sheena, i typed out a text message. A breakup msg to be exact.
Memories of its contents are of bits and pieces now.
I cant remember anymore.
I wanted to delete it, I didnt want to let go of someone I love.
but Sheena told me dont be so wishy washy, and proceeded to press th send button for me.

We were on our way to meet Jolene at her newly transferred school.
I cried when i got home.
My pillow was tear soaked, and yet i did not bother to try and explain to him.
What hurt me th most was th reply i received.
what does a 'Thanks. (:' mean?
my heart hurt so bad i lost my appetite for quite some time.
But i never showed how much i was hurting.
I continued to laugh and smile and act all nonchalent.
The awkwardness that was there when we passed each other in school was inevitable.
After months, we finally began talking.
I tried not to think abt him, tried to forget him.

We became good friends. just plain friends.
He liked this other girl called Lydia.
As according to th rumors i heard in school.
They were classmates, in fact.

But when we resumed our midnight chats, something happened.
We talked till 2am, talking, talking, and just plain talking.
But one thing led to another.

Then, on 010908, we were together again.
It was at my neighbourhood's playground, on that big stone bench.
Creamy(my late dog), was our 'witness'.
of course she couldnt say anything, but i could tell she liked him.
even more than me.
that night, he had brought over a Shepherd's Pie from Pie Kia, as well as three scrumptious cookies from Subway.

I still remember our long bus rides together, sitting and staring at absolute nothing hand in hand.
I was content with just being with him,
to be able to be with him till th cows got home.
But Zach's paranoia got th better of him.

He was scared of getting hurt.
like th way he did before.

Irregardless of my feelings, he broke up with me on 260908.
at 5.32pm to be exact.
i couldnt forget even till now.
I told him it was okay.
I lied again.
I locked myself in my room for 3 days, refusing to come out to eat.
all i did was to lie on my bed and mope.
It was like he ripped out my heart.

When school started in 2009, I wished i could just make him disappear.
I tried dating other guys. it didnt work.
I put up a front, a front that only one will know why.
I acted as if i didnt care, as if i wouldnt die.
I never stopped loving him, i only stopped showing it.

Somewhere in th mid of 2009,
He was together with Lydia.
I was a green-eyed monster. but i couldnt do anything.
all i did was curse and swear under my breath and occasionally cry myself to sleep.
We had numerous amounts of quarrels.
I didnt care. I tried to hate him.
I couldnt.

Now he's not with Lydia anymore.
Does it concern me? Yes it does.
It involves my first love and my broken heart.
But i cant do anything anyway.

But because i never stopped loving him, i only want what's best for him.
Because I love him, i want to see him happy.
that's all im asking for.

For you to be happy, to smile, to laugh.
Even if you were with another girl, i'd be fine.
If you're happy, i'd be happy.
Sacrifices suck big time, but many give them without an utter of complaint.
Boy, I Love You.
Can i stop loving you?
Maybe time wont tell. If it could, my 2 years wouldnt exactly be wasted.
Will you ever love me again?
I doubt so.
I know i dont stand a chance anymore, but i still like you anyway.
and i hope you like your letter/present.

My love for him meant i could give everything up for him.
even if it was he himself for his own happiness.

This is my definition of love, my opinions on what i feel.
If he is happy, then I'm happy.

What's yours?

(L).

Was is really for th better?

2010-02-08T06:18:00.002+08:00

I miss you.

(L).

PHONE-LESS.

2010-02-02T20:41:00.001+08:00

Im phone-less for th time being, dont msg/call me kay!
i wonder when im gonna get my next phone.

SCREW WHOEVER THAT STOLE MY PHONE AT TH CANTEEN THIS AFTERNOON!

(L).

ONE TWO FOUR THREE FIVE.

2010-01-27T21:28:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO. ^^

Went down to support Shawn for Teens Model Search. :D
Made th banner below for him!
With Nicole's help of course. ^^

Like it? :D

Okay, no pictures after that cause i forgot to bring my camera.
All pics are with him!
he haven't send to me yetttttttt. ._.

Phuket! <3
Some random photos yeah. ^^

With Cousin.

Our room no. ^^

Look! a rainbow. <3

okay i need to sleep.

<3

(L).

SAY CHEESE.

2010-01-24T17:45:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA.

this was me at xian's house 2 hours ago.

now scroll. ^^

heeheeheehee.

I CUT MY HAIR TO BOB LOL.

LIKE IT?

HAHAHA.

i got dark brown bobbed hairstyle babey.

at xian's house right now, GONNA GO JAM LATER WOOHOO!

HELLO PEOPLE.
no i did not actually cut my hair, but apparently some ppl really believed me.
Let say, for starters, Vanna believed me!
(and is still under the belief that my hair is short)
no one told her that i dint cut my hair hhahahah.
It was meant as a harmless prank, nobody's hair was harmed in the making. :D
btw, i was wearing xian's bob wig.
thats why it was so short!
:D

(L).

SHOOT ME.

2010-01-23T15:31:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

yes, blog's dead.

needa blog abt,
1) Phuket trip.
2) Annette's 21st.
3) Flag Day
4) TMS finals(I went down to support Shawn!)
5) Drama Outing TODAY.
6) HOPEFULLY, weihao's birthday. IMMA SMASH CAKE ON HIM!

i swear im getting lazier to blog.
should i have a small post every 3-4 days or a damn long one every 1-2 weeks? O:

ps: this is like my 100th blog post for http://goandbangthewall.blogspot.com , and its getting from bad to worse. Why cant i do long and interesting blogposts huh?

(L).

HELLO .

2010-01-08T18:31:00.002+08:00

HELLO YOU YOU YOU AND YOU .
okay sorry i disappeared for so long . ._.

my post dint upload you knowwwwwwwwwww . tsk .
stupid blogger .

anyways ,
i got drenched 4 times this week .
just wonderful .
having cca orientation for sec ones tmr , and i think got parent teacher meeting !

Coke said that he say his sister's form eh . O:

IM HELPING TRACK heeheehee .

okay im going to fly now . see you sec ones tmr !

AND ,
if i see any parents tmr , i must rmb to NOT use any colloquial words . :D
yes thats actually a word .
go wiki for th meaning , for english-challenged friends . :D
i learnt it in english today ! (:

OKAY BYEBYE <3

(L) .