Monday, August 31, 2009 / 6:15 PM
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pfft .
blogger's being a bitch , i want to do th nuffnang GFORCE thing you know !
stupid idiot blogger . -.-
Teacher's day celebration today . O:
so paiseh uh !
guess what i said when i stood up and walked to th front .
i bet you guys cannot hear properly . O:
i said , ' These songs are dedicated to all th teacher that have been teaching us for th past few years . we appreciated all that you have done for us . Happy , uhm , teachers , uhm teachers day . '
yes , i uhm-ed twice .
and i dint realise that th stupid curtains were about to close onto me . O:
natalie pushed me forward in th nick of time .
OH !
th video was damn funny .
watched Where Got Ghost with Sarah today . :B
okays , i was like watching are you smarter than a fifth grader just now . O:
i got most of them correct okay !
i obviously dont know about US history/ qns on where some museum which part os US its located .
:B
anyways , im going out with th girls tomorrow . (:
AND YES ,
IM GOING TO HATE TH DATE TOMORROW , CONSIDERING THAT ITS FREAKING FIRST OF SEPTEMBER .
_____ , you'll understand what i mean .
hmms , since you may or may not see this , and i dont want to write another letter , i'll just write it here .
and no , dont get it wrong or start assuming who that person is .
only some people know who it is .
and yes , im still pissed .
(L) .
blogger's being a bitch , i want to do th nuffnang GFORCE thing you know !
stupid idiot blogger . -.-
Teacher's day celebration today . O:
so paiseh uh !
guess what i said when i stood up and walked to th front .
i bet you guys cannot hear properly . O:
i said , ' These songs are dedicated to all th teacher that have been teaching us for th past few years . we appreciated all that you have done for us . Happy , uhm , teachers , uhm teachers day . '
yes , i uhm-ed twice .
and i dint realise that th stupid curtains were about to close onto me . O:
natalie pushed me forward in th nick of time .
OH !
th video was damn funny .
watched Where Got Ghost with Sarah today . :B
okays , i was like watching are you smarter than a fifth grader just now . O:
i got most of them correct okay !
i obviously dont know about US history/ qns on where some museum which part os US its located .
:B
anyways , im going out with th girls tomorrow . (:
AND YES ,
IM GOING TO HATE TH DATE TOMORROW , CONSIDERING THAT ITS FREAKING FIRST OF SEPTEMBER .
_____ , you'll understand what i mean .
hmms , since you may or may not see this , and i dont want to write another letter , i'll just write it here .
Heys .
you've changed .
seriously .
tomorrow's a hateful day .
do you even remember what th date meant ?
it doesnt matter anymore tho .
you have ______ now .
plus , our witness is alr gone .
Whatever promises you made to me cant be fulfilled anymore .
Creamy cant be here for me either .
You never seemed to care about your promises to me did you ?
yes , ure over me .
i get that alr , shut up .
i dont give a shit about whether you are over me .
I dont know why i fell in love with you almost two years ago .
th tears i cried were all a waste of time .
th scars you left cant be healed .
And you could just ignore my feelings and cast me away .
all cause you were afraid of getting hurt .
i think thats bullshit , considering that ure together with ______ .
are you that sure you wont get paranoid again ?
i guess all those times together meant nothing .
Its been a year since th second time we were together .
Guess what , i hate sept 26 even more .
you know something ?
Sept 26 will be th day Creamy's been gone for SEVEN MONTHS .
we used to talk all th time , but now we became strangers .
just like me and _____ .
and i thought we were friends even after what happened .
and you seriously cuddle with ______ too much , even if its just in th school .
i wonder what happens OUTSIDE school .
there was once , C asked me if i was like this because of you .
i became th type of girl who was afraid to love someone else fully .
because of you , i screwed up relationship after relationship .
you made me afraid to love someone all th way .
and you can still act all nonchalant when you pass by me ?
screw you .
you dont even understand any of th shit i been through .
and there you are , being your own smiley self .
you gave me that name smiley , and that ability to smile like an idiot when im with you .
and you took that away .
sometimes i wished i could get hit by a car so i could forget all about you .
but it never happened .
i guess its cause Father dint want me to risk losing my life cause of an idiot like you .
once you graduated , dont come back to band as freaking alumni .
i dont want to freaking see you .
even if you want to come back , wait till i graduated as well .
i want to forget you .
your voice , your smile , your everything .
just take these memories and leave .
and dont look back .
i dont think i'll ever recover if th same thing happened like last year .
in short ,
I hate you .
and no , dont get it wrong or start assuming who that person is .
only some people know who it is .
and yes , im still pissed .
(L) .
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