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I shouldn't have made friends w you during the carnival.
I shouldn't have gone for lunch and to jubeat w you.
I shouldn't have started replying your texts.
I shouldn't have met you after school.
I shouldn't have taken that bus ride.
I shouldn't have continued holding your hand when you grabbed mine to keep me from falling.
I shouldn't have agreed to be yours.
I shouldn't have fallen in deeper.
I shouldn't have become dependent.
I shouldn't have put you in my first priority.
I shouldn't have sacrificed so much time for you.
I shouldn't have put in so much effort.
I shouldn't have trusted you to keep your promises.
I shouldn't have believed your excuses.
I shouldn't have put up w your anger venting.
I shouldn't have put the blame on me.
I shouldn't have tried to keep you.
I shouldn't have gone to the bball court after I saw you from afar.
I shouldn't have waited at that bench.
I shouldn't have written that letter in class.
I shouldn't have called out his name to get him to call you.
I shouldn't have let you go.
I shouldn't have walked away.
I shouldn't have given you that letter.
I shouldn't have pretended everything was okay.
I shouldn't have cried so badly right there.
I shouldn't be missing you.
I shouldn't care.
Months on and I can't forget.
Everything still replays in my head as clear as crystal.
What you said.
Were they the truth, lies, or just excuses?
Because what I'm seeing now, is just screaming "liar, liar.".
Even with all that's said and done, I didn't blame you.
But what am I supposed to do when I can only look on while you're walking away?
Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floor.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
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